DuRrr'.......

Its posts like this suprise me sometimes :)

2011-08-27T16:42:00.001-07:00

Found it on my vista post-it gadget...and suprisingly it made me happy and at the same time sad...

5 JULY along masuk meminang....hehehe
arie nie alg compem jd awek aku....
awak suke kat sye x..
;.]

along blik melaka 12 julai..

..afiq jge dri baek2 tau..

..xmu cdeh2 eh..

.hehehe(senyum)

sigh...

Co-ke-lat!!!!!!

2011-03-13T07:30:00.001-07:00

Its Sunday and the atmosphere has calmed down....no more rushing for the time being...we did our work...change the the FB page and added a more straight to point description..but enuff of that im not gonna explain thoroughly about work and all that since imma post it on the other blog....what im gonna tak about in this post is...candies or what the locals would say cokelat...ahahahahahha!!!

Imagine this after work me and the geng went to queensbay just window shopping and blowing of some steam....shooing away the stress...we browsed around...went to al-ikhsan to look at some shoes...i saw some cool looking bag there and its only 99 bucks!!! gotta buy it soon though...went down...go to jusco to buy some food...and man i ate alot....bought onigiri...ate tako tao...and met my ol highschool buds there...Fizul,Cody and Jan!!!!

So after we splurge our way inside Jusco...Mirul thought of going to pasar mlm at the tapak pesta punya..so we went there buy meself a dadih and some popia for mom...then at the moment when were about to go to back..we stumbled upon a shop that sells cokelat!!!!! and its not just any cokelat!!! these kind were common when i was in primary school!!! prabeh duit beli cokelat time dulu..heheheh!! I enjoyed eating this stuff when i was a kid man...and now i found this nice ol makcik selling this stuff...brings back memories...sigh...anyways..imma go eat my cokelat now...hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.....hahahahah!!!!

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Sakit hati laa....

2011-02-19T06:41:00.000-08:00

you know...i came back from work...tired and all trying to find something fun to do and catching up with my friends in "some" social network...and i find myself being blamed and misunderstood and friggin' embarrassed in a status comment...sigh...adding to the fatigue more than ever...sakit ati dan penat...pastu dok tringat lak kata-kata yang agak menyakitkan ati....lagi bertambah sakit ati dan penat....sigh....what the hell did i do?!okay?!

I know maybe it was my poor choice of words(and im sorry for that..really) that got me misunderstood...but why didn't you at least - whats the word....evaluate the situation or the comment first....BEFORE YOU FRIGGIN' BASH ME!!!Alright?!

And why oh why does he have to be so hostile all the time?! what did i fuckin' do to make him so hostile at me?!sure make an enemy out of me without knowing me....i don't fuckin' care anymore if you do or don't...what i can't forgive is people who don't give the benefit of the doubt to others..i know your a friend of MY FRIEND...and i know your the bf of MY FRIEND....and sure i respect your space between you guys...and i don't blame you guys going all lovey dovey,its your choice and you love each other....but do you always have to be a total buzzkill when it comes to friends just commenting and enjoying the moment with friends???

Damn it!! Why do i noticed there's a bad fengshui or zen or whatever you call it between us guys??we don't even know each other?!just a hello would be nice that way dapat eratkan silaturrahim dari membuat musuh...now isn't that a great idea??no??and maybe its just me but why do i get the feeling that your suspicious of me?!matter of fact why did i even write this shit?! its making me remind of and even more hurt by the words!

Edit:

ok.....hold on....im not doin' anything right by it.....sigh...its a loooong day...im tired and all...but i do feel like im responsible for it.....so first and foremost i apologize if the comment seemed distasteful, i didn't think it might sounded like the way you guys think it sounded.So forgive me it was totally my mistake and remove my comment if you'd like...it wasn't my place put it and again i apologized...

Logical when you think about it...

2011-02-08T17:53:00.001-08:00

The Logical Song by Supertramp
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When I was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle, oh it was beautiful, magical.
And all the birds in the trees, well they'd be singing so happily,
oh joyfully, oh playfully watching me.
But then they sent me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical, oh responsible, practical.
And then they showed me a world where I could be so dependable,
oh clinical, oh intellectual, cynical.

There are times when all the world's asleep,
the questions run too deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am
I said now watch what you say they'll be calling you a radical,
a liberal, oh fanatical, criminal.
Won't you sign up your name, we'd like to feel you're
acceptable, respectable, oh presentable, a vegetable!
Oh Take it take it yeah!

But at night, when all the world's asleep,
the questions run so deep
for such a simple man.
Won't you please, please tell me what we've learned
I know it sounds absurd
but please tell me who I am,
Who I am x 3 !!!

Who knows who's so logical.

Upcoming Movie's id like to watch..

2011-01-14T05:09:00.001-08:00

With all the movie's that's coming up... there's a pretty good line up for super-hero flick.

A new Spider-man movie.It'll be based on Ultimate Spider-man storyline.

Captain America The First Avenger..fuck yea baby!!!Another step forward then there's gonna be an Avengers movie!!Hulk+Nick Fury+Iron Man+Thor you name it!!!
The character will be played by Chris Evans....yep the Human Torch...so im sure you gonna expect to see some of his naked flesh..watch out girls!!!

X-Men First Class is still in production the story will be set during the 60's when Professor X and Magneto were close friends and the actor that will be playing these roles are

James McAvoy > Professor X
Some guy who acted on 300 > Magneto

i dunno bout you guys but im already anticipating what the story is gonna be like :P

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Sigh...

2011-01-13T00:15:00.001-08:00

Man yesterday i had a blast working.I mean you wouldn't believe what i had gone through just give me a handy cam and my day is totally complete.
Not to mention bunch of stuff to capture.Anyway this post wont be very long just wanted to tell you guys about it.

Here's a pic of former student of HJS, he came to the event complete with his self made costume.
and yea i know i didn't put on my handsome smile..they didn't give me a cue..damn it!!!

Legacy

2011-01-04T06:36:00.001-08:00

Ive been itching to write something about the movie that's been released
through the theater TRON:Legacy. Been visiting my sisters in Putrajaya and
got a chance to watch the movie after some convincing and a few pouts(from
me :P). So what can i say about the movie?well mind you i don't consider
myself much of a movie critic but ill comment from 4 basic fundamentals of a
movie from my point of view.

1-Story

I can't say much about the storyline as its doesn't seemed like a rehash
from other sci-fi films except for the whole "Trap in another world" theme,
i cant comment further without making a fool of myself,i haven't seen or
read any sci-fi story lately and im definitely no *Roger Ebert *but i try
:D

2-Music

Now this is right up my alley! Ever since the starting of the film ive heard
one of the most heart thumping and bass jumpin' and gadgetry glitches that
leaves you with overdose with adrenaline and believe it or not i got 4 jolts
of electrical pleasure from the back of my head hearing this and that people
is a good thing! Well for me the jolt thing i take it as a sign being its a
hyper-cosmic-universal-mega-perfect music to my ears, and it happens rarely
ya know. Alas im sorry i digress the music was a perfect compliment to the
lights and sci-fi especially the *Lightcycle* and *Disc war* scene. not to
mention i only realized it after the credits that the soundtrack was
produced by *Daft Punk *which left me dumbfounded/awestruck! (hint-hint
sis..), so my first thought after seeing the credits was "They make film
score too???" then "Awesome".Its a different sound coming from them, an
orchestrated piece but still has their signature quality french-house genre
and to be honest i didn't know they would go hand in hand with the film :D

3-SFX

Well what can i say?i figured the majority of the people who went to watch
the film would definitely agree with me that its was the BOMB! I would have
to say that i like the effects they make from a simple plain short metal rod
into a FRIGGIN' light cycle! and the light jets damn...when will i be able
to do that.But i know they tried to make *Jeff Bridges* young well it was
good not perfect but good, but my mom would have to disagree she though
thought he was..well strong built and like a *real doll* except you know its
a doll..trying to be real..yea i have no idea what im saying..

4-Cast

Well the cast was fine for me, i thought when the movie was announced Disney
would cast a well known actor of some kind but seeing Garret Hedlund acting
on screen is a fresh air from mainstream actors and it definitely gives a
chance to a budding actor, i watched him from being a Achilles cousin
Patroclus to being one of the fourth brother to Mark Wahlberg, Tyrese Gibson
and Andre Benjamin. You can definitely expect to see him more on screen with
the big boys. Now for Olivia Wild...yes it is not a typo i purposely did
that coz she drives me to that point, when i saw her on TV with the *Mad
Doctor *she definitely captured my heart..meaning her acting isn't actually
important to me except her being a pretty lass on tv, its Irelands next big
thing since leprecaun..oh wait..leprechaun, had to google the word to make
sure im spelling it right.

Now for Kevin Flynn which is played by Jeff Bridges now here me when i say,
i haven't watched the *1982 TRON *yet but im planning to since its the core
of the story and im guessing Jeff Briges played an integral part in 1st one
so that saying maybe im not such a good judge of..well whatever you call
it...but im weighing my review on the fact that he's a veteran actor in the
film industry and he played the cool,don't mess with my type of father so
he's good...actually here's a sudden thought from me, what defines a great
acting?skills to get into character?or something deeper?that's another topic
i'll questioned and post soon?

well there you go an honest to god review from an amateur. So understand
when i say that im weighing the scales based on what i know not what i know
from, i haven't watched the 1st one so...dude i haven't been born yet so i
had no clue what the story is about but after seeing TRON Legacy i get the
somewhat-foggy picture.So anyway here's some TRON wallpaper to put a lil bit
of zest to your desktop but please note that i don't hold any copyright to
any of it, i found them using google mind you.

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Miss it!!!!

2010-12-23T08:15:00.000-08:00

Dammit!! Missed also....why does this always happen to me first the Jay Park Meet then this...*sigh*

Last Minute Update!

2010-12-22T08:44:00.000-08:00

Ive got a new site so don't be surprised if i don't update my blog very much,its here >>>0_o<<<<
i think its easier for me since i'll be working in an office and im always opening my gmail to check my inbox, and from there i can just make a post then send it to my new site.Easy peasy :P

Seriously???OMGWTF!?!?!!

2010-12-22T05:05:00.000-08:00

Yea...i could have thought of a better topic but no im pretty much clueless.Three day's of working in Cetree at Usains Holdings seem's somewhat boring but ill manage at least they don't have much work to do. And they did ask to create a new logo for the department and with that i can do graphic work besides office work, i mean seriously keying in data for analyzing statistics???seems easy right?but no it may sound easy but its hell a lot of work.

But i can finally rest easy...now that ill be taking 2 days off and tomorrow ill be going to Putrajaya hopefully i get to watch Dumb live with my sis...since she is paying for my ticket (sorry sis ill pay you back some time soon!)...it'll be my second live show ever since MCR at stadium Shah Alam.
I definitely wont miss out on this like Jay Park Meet though, ever since i miss that Meet ive been feeling shitty tahap babun.

And as for Dumfoundead new mixtape that sis gave me, its a definite 10/10. I just wondered how he can come up with these witty rhyme's and the beats that Dj Zo came up with are sick, overall its a fresh new twist to hip hop much better too and im gettin' tired of listening to mainstream gangsta rap.My favorite track is Crushing Limbs didn't know they sampled other artist and the thing with sampling other music is you need to have a rhythm thats suitable for rhyming and with Dumb laid back and witty style this track hit the mark perfectly.

1st Post

2010-12-21T06:55:00.001-08:00

If I Was You (Omg) (Ft. Snoop Dogg) by Far East Movement
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It's my 1st post on Posterous so i don't think it'll be long since im currently working, sigh....i'll be damn glad when this logo is finished.
Anyways here's a lil something to dance to the beat.

Final Days

2010-12-09T04:21:00.000-08:00

It was during that time that i realized it's already been 2 years....2 years i went through hard work of gettin' hazed by senior's, struggling to get up early for class, trying to finish assignments and projects that's been piling up, staying up late to finish work, gettin' my lungs full of nicotine since its the only drug that calms me (hopefully i won't hold a cig' during the holiday break....).

Blood, sweat and tears people...

and strangely i want to go through it again...i realized that during the start of the holiday break ive been so bored and not knowing what to do. And when i think the last days of my life there in college will soon be over, and the waited pre-graduate dinner is coming close, every one in class decided to wear black and white or something similar to the color.

I was sad but i couldn't shed a tear since the guys will think it's not manly, i wouldn't comment on the food and the event though since it'll be a long list of complaints from me and i don't want to tarnish the memories i had with my classmates and friend's because of it, ill just say...i had a great time on that nite.

No more crying, no more fighting, no more hanging out, no more wacky-ness and certainly no more conspiring to take over the world with our animation....at least for the next 6 months though ;P

Pride....

2010-08-18T01:38:00.000-07:00

I remember at one time...a long time ago when Dad was still alive....we were havin' a family time at some mall...i dont remember which tho..we were walking there doin stuff like window shopping,eating and reading some good books at MPH Bookstore.

At the time Iqbal was still small and Mom was carrying him and as we were walking...Dad told Mom that he wanted to carry Iqbal.Mom gave excuses that 'He'll tire from carrying',but he persisted that he wanted to carry Iqbal...so after half an hour he gave Iqbal to Mom..and in the end Mom said some similar like 'I told you so' and those words made Dad unhappy.

A sorta similar scenario happen when he was with me at the time also.I dont remember much but when were walking i was putting my arms around his shoulder...maybe from people's point of view it seemed like i was guiding a sick man..and Dad interpreted that and i didnt...so he kept putting my arms down and telling me not to do it.

I didnt get it at the time and when i think about it nowadays it seemed like we were hurting his pride.

lesson for today readers...."A sick man still has his pride."

which one is better???

2010-07-26T11:02:00.000-07:00

stoopid ads!teh song kept ringing in my head :P

use orbit downloader,youtube downloader etc...then convert video to mp3 xD listen to it and dance to the beat!

Funneh!

2010-06-29T19:14:00.001-07:00

Browse the internet and ive came upon this
sorta cute! :3

R u Brave Enuff????!!!

2010-06-28T04:16:00.000-07:00

Im sayin' it to both you males and females...have you got the ballz fer it???

if you got it then try this

go to google page..the main google page not the "my's" or "de's" or "co.uk's" but the MAIN site.

type in 2204355 and click the " Im feeling lucky" button.

try it if you want...if you got the ballz fer it >:)

Im sorry to hear that...

2010-06-26T12:48:00.000-07:00

Just to clarify to someone i did wanna say hi to you but i cant seem to find the cbox anywhere so i sent a cookie question to ur formspring thingy,and if ur trying to imply that i havent been to your blog in long time is true...ive just got a broadband from sis 2 days ago so im making up for the loss time(sorry if it seemed that i havent been visiting your blog ok?so forgive me :().

Btw by 8 am im goin to hitch a ride in a usm bus goin to Cameron highland will be there for 4 days so i might take some pics here and there post it in the blog.

Ill post some pics of strawberries soon ;)

UPDATE OMGWTFLMAO!!!!

2010-06-24T17:29:00.000-07:00

Follow me ere....pretty pleaaaase?????

'Neways the semesters coming up and im still lazying about in my room,why do i do that you ask?

Im on a journey of self discovery right inside my cozy little room,learning from past mistakes and not to mention reflecting on my actions why do i do this?why do that?i have no idea really..i just do and never thought of the consequences but when im way past the line only then i thought about it.

Oh and i learn something and im willing to share it with you guys :)

Its this ~Not valuing the life of others cheapens your own~

Enuff of that btw,im in my room still not preparing for the next semester,still playing games watching Jap pr0ns,still recuperating from the halyu fever ,playing games and reading Tom Clancy's in my laptop...you could say most of the time im in front of my love,other times i just jog around the campus or at the USM gym listening to some music that makes me pump irons xD

I know that i haven't been updating much..hell! my practical training is over man!so i cant get no free internet bitch!Kinda regret it tho...im gonna miss wasting all those bandwidth the USM provides >:) games,movies,animes,mangas,comics,eye candies....sigh...gonna miss those days..

Its about time i find some place to stay during the semester....but since my college buds sez that their staying at the "old" place figured i might as well follow whatever they decide,what im worrying right now is that i might not have enuff stuff to report to the Lioness......sigh...im sorta scared...that mean ol' lady can really strike when it comes to these things...

Btw....IM BATSHIT KRAZY RITE NOW!THE HOLIDAYS IS JUST DRIVING ME NUTS!I WANNA GO BACK TO PALA BATAS!IM FUKKEN BORED OUTTA MY MIND ERE OKAAAAYYYYYY!OKAAAAYYYY???ok.good..sigh..that feel sorta better..

Here's a pic of what im feeling right now

High on a hill was a screaming goatz, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo
Yodell back with the girl and goatzbeards, lay-od-lay-od-low

AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAHHAHAHAAHAHAH!!!

OK?..OK.imma go watch some pr0n now and make my face like Dave Chapelle

IM PRINCE NOT RICK JAMES BITCH!!!

2010-06-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

Simpan diri ku terseksa

Nak ku luahkan tak ku gentar

Kekurangan ku terbongkar

Sisi mu umpama syurga

Peluang emas ku jamah

Bahagia yang ku cari

Awal dulu

Aku

Insan yang terdampar

Yang tinggal menagih cinta

Terang dan terlindung

Dimana tempat nak ku singgah

Mengesan mu pasangan ditakdirkan

Rempuh azab sengsara

Tak kisah asal bersua

Kau kasih penyeri jiwa

Pendorong ku hadapi hidup

Kau kasih isyarat jiwa

Ku meniti jalan yang lurus

Kau kasih isyarat jiwa

Pendorong ku hadapi hidup

Mengenal erti cinta

Mengenal cinta tulus

Americans are what?!?!

2010-06-05T11:51:00.000-07:00

2010-06-02T22:37:00.000-07:00

The day goes by quickly when its the last month of the practical training,heck im having a headache thinkin' bout it.I havent even finish writing my report but..what the heck ill do it later :P

So what did i miss??aku dah lama dah tak chek blog aku nih so please update me on any news :DDD

So today i had the time to read some of the blogs that i follow,checked both of my Sister's blog..nothing special though,i check the nepalese blog lagi tah apa-apa dia nih tulis..sibok dgn skandel..pfffft :D,then i go to Nia's blog then aigoo "What the *****!" this many post?!still changing the blog layout and still comming up with witty post -_-" then i'd thought about goin to Belacan's blog but i guessed that i should fuh-geddabou-it...he hasn't even update the blog since like forever.

I should stop now since my head feels like its gonna explode,i mean its litterally pulsing in pain,anyways catch you guys later :D

Oh and i found this link >>>>> here <<<<<

Show your love and support for it :D

headache....headache....headache

2010-05-23T18:06:00.000-07:00

Don't feel right this morning..had a headache since yesterday when i got back from getting stoned with shisha with the rest of the freaks :P it was fun catching up with them.It was pretty much normal...having this heart-to-heart talk amongst men :DDD...then at the last moment the headache started when someone decided to ask me to join *********(3 line much???)...i say it before and i will say it again...."I will not be affiliated with any gang or whatnots."

What's the use of gang membership when the most powerful weapon is having friends (that and loads of networks :P),i mean you could hang out with a bunch of Lines and not be a part of the group..and whats important is the Silaturrahim (Yeaa..i have no idea what im talking about xP),the relationship that you have with the person...No matter what the benefits they provide i wont be chained by any blood oaths that i make with or any group.

Id rather be chained by blood pact that are made between good friends :P

and when your in trouble????

Yes...thats what i would do though if i were in any serious trouble (but hell..you guys wouldn't understand us Soul Brothers) :3

Oh!Here's another pic..guess which one is me looking like a Nubian-Wild-Ass-on-high :P

Random Stuff..no??

2010-05-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

Yea i know...my mind is a total blur rite now as i dont know what i should blog about :P

Courage Wolf Anyone?????

2010-05-12T07:40:00.000-07:00

I know..cool rite???

Useless Banter...pfffft!

2010-05-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

So its the weekend and i finish making a "Intro Sequence" with After Effects and im liking it,although it needs some retouching but who am i kidding "Saya ni kan budak baru blajar...", i woke up at 7:30 am and went to finish the intro.Then went to the living room and watch some news headlines from some-obscure-tv channel-that-has-nothing-to-do-with-me,it says something about "Ahli harus kembali kepada Parti" typical politicians....cant they just make up their mind?who the hell do you want to reject or accept in the party??!....bunch a' dickweeds...

Anyway started to watch the KBS channel this morn' and there's 2 shows that has me glued to the tube "Becoming a Billionaire" and "Cinderella Step Sister" and i must say the storyline did captivate me and me falling in love all over again (thats rite!2 women came into my life!),although i dont know their names...yet..but lawd (and mum) knows how much i kept saying "Chantek gila dia nih..." or "So cute arr...." or "I wanna marry her.."

So for the whole day i kept watching Korean Dramas ;) now if only someone would kindly tell me who acted Lee Sin-Me in the drama Becoming a Billionaire and the female heroin who played the titled character Song Eun-ju in the drama Cinderella Step Sister????

Edit: Nvrmnd! I found out the names of my loves :3 its Lee Bo-Young & Moon Geun-Young sigh...my preciousssss...

My waifus x3

Hmmmm....

2010-05-03T23:50:00.000-07:00

hnmmmm...something new.....the list is not in order..just somethings that pops in my head bout myself..

-Im bored.

-Im constantly talkin in my head and myself alone.

-Im lonely.

-I just created a twitter account bout' a month ago.

-I feel that im missing something.

-I just went to my weekly meet-out with friends last week.

-I wished i had more money.

-I wished i prayed more to 'Him'.

-I just wished everyone i know(and loved) near me.

-I made friends with strangers.

-And its fun!

-3 times i was disappointed with people and everything.

-And i was broken hearted

-I feel neutral/empty sometimes.

-Moodswing perhaps..i don't know...

-Im not enjoying watching anime like i did before.

-Not only that i avoided watching tv shows nowadays too...malay show's is a total crap...english??only some...korean/japan only a few..

-I feel fine alone but sometimes i need 'someone' other than the people i know to hug me.

-I feel more in common with middle-class educated people than rich arrogant malay people.

-I picture myself as the modern day Jebat and his saying is always in my head "Raja Adil raja disembah, Raja Zalim raja di sanggah.",only the zalim part that constantly echoes in my head.

-I avoid politics nowadays.

-Politician's gives me headache with their constantly changed and hypocritical view.

-I rarely like Pak Guard at USM coz their snob bunch (kalah artist tu!)

-I like only a few Pak Guards that nods and acknowledge me (thats sign of respect among human beings).

-I get angry when im rushed into doing things.

-I don't like being rushed...but sometimes im selfish when i think bout but...hell i dont give a damn..

-I know im picky on 'other' subjects so don't point out the obvious.

-I wanna go to 한국 and 日本 country-side,it seems like the best place to think and write my thoughts.

-Life goes on...i changed...but is it for the better???

-I sometimes ask myself that.

Some story i seen..Funneh as Hell xD

2010-04-29T17:32:00.000-07:00

Scene 1

Mr Wilson: Looks at Jacob discouragingly "So what's your line of work Jacob??".

Mary: She looked at her father uneasy "Ummm Da-".

Jacob: Looked pale from the interrogation "Im a licensed Proctologist Sir."

Mrs Wilson: "Oooh!Whats does a Proctologist do?It sounds professional!" cheerily asking.

Mr Wilson: Looks at wife dearly "Hahahaha!Its not important honey,he's a physician."

Mary: Looks uneasy at the situation.

Mr Wilson: "So Jacob you got alot of tight ones or loose ones coming to your office???hahaha!" jokingly asking.

Scene 2

Mr Wilson: Walks to the guest room "So this will be your room for the weekend Jacob!" said it with a cheery voice.

"Alone.." he said it with a serious face.

"Now i know you seen alot of asses in your profession...but stay away from my daughter's.." he said it with a furious look at Jacob.

"Don't-"

"Free-"

look at Jacobs crotch then to Jacobs face disgustingly

"Willy." Making a point to Jacob.

"Comprende amigo???"

Jacob: "Comprede Senor." he nod his his head quickly and went inside the room quietly.

Mr Wilson: "Yes JP were leaving now and soon the bad man will be too!" babying the house cat in his arms :3

Rude Girl..hmmm..i like..

2010-04-28T23:38:00.000-07:00

The lyrics seem straight-forward but i kinda like the catchy tunes and the alternate version to Rihanna's Rude Boy x) my playlist got the song so you can hear catchy tunes if you want its >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that way :)))

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Tonight baby I'ma be the captain

Tonight baby I'ma man the ship yeh

Tonight baby we gonna start a fire

I know you feel it getting hot in here yeh

Tonight I'ma get this party jumping

Tonight baby you are breaking up there

Tonight I'ma I'ma get my groove

I'ma I'ma get my groove on

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Easw you're mind while I'm rubbing on your thighs

You like the way I kiss you when I'm staring in your eyes

She like Jay why you always bringing out my softer side?

I'm like I wasn't even trying that's just how I was designed

So tell me just how much further you want to climb

So I can give you this rude boy loving all night until you're tired

But let me tell you baby that's gonna be tough

Coz when it comes to jaicko girl you'll never give it up

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

You like it when I take it there

You like it when I pull you're hair

Baby watch me tease you till you can't take it no more

You know I like it when it's rude

You know you'll never find another dude

So get it up
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

Short get it up

When I get it up

Baby watch me put this thing down

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

So Baby ask for what you want want want

And it's done done done

Call me B2K coz we gonna bump bump bump

If you a bad girl you know how to hold a gun gun gun

Aa aaahhhh

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Come here rude girl

Girl I can get it up

Come here rude girl

Girl is you bad enough

Can you take it take it

Baby baby take it

I wanna love you love you

Woooaaahhhhhhhh

Remix remix

Rihanna I love you baby

Trip to Putrajaya!

2010-04-26T17:44:00.000-07:00

Its Tuesday and im tired (don't i always?!),im thinking of finishing the report but i always seem to get distracted and ended up not finishing writing my report..*sigh* we got back yesterday at 5:15 am and all of the kids were sound asleep 'cept for us (me & narutard) who didn't sleep yet and mom talking to her phone.

The holidays didn't exactly suck for the most part,i was amazed at the building there in Putrajaya i mean ive seen all sorts of government building there and it totally reminded me a lot of Washington DC landmarks (Freemason's!durr...pffft..) and i wouldn't be surprised if the satellite show's a connected symbol or maybe im just paranoid(aren't i always),"Runs in the family.."is what my sister's would say for my constant paranoia..damnit! what do they understand?!ive a reason to be,there's just too many lies being told through the media :P

And in my mind ive already considered that TV3 are the Malaysian's version of American Fox New's politically-and-everything-bias new's network ;) but TV3 is only politically biased :) anyway enough of politics and conspiracies...Putrajaya was a biiiiiiiiiiig place and yea you probably need a transport like bicycles,motorbikes or cars(bicycle's for me!) to get probably get around the place.Anyway the 1st day started well,we arrived at Putrajaya but got lost along the winding road and mom decided to call Kakda,it was fun sitting in an unknown place where there's nobody and i mean nobody on site just a few cars.When sis arrived we followed her car to her place and on the way i get to see so many buildings 0_0 Ive seen a bridge shape like a rocket ready for blast off,a building shape like a command centre(kudos to narutard) a building shape like a needleand a few others i cant give name to :P

Went to Alamanda was ok,the place didn't sell any camera films and when i ask the guy at the counter for it he look at me weird 0_o "Bitch please,you don't know fuck bout the value of a classic camera!!" >:-( sorry personal rant there :P The chick's there was ok(scored 4-6 smiles but no number xD),i couldn't get used to the place yet as it was too alien for me.

The days went by,me and Narutard was always at the apartment in our little cozy room(we cleaned the place the moment we set foot on the room :P ),the apartment was big for a federal property and the kids enjoyed the large space the kitchen was small but enough to store the necessary items there,well anyway the next 2 days we always were in our room wasting alot of streamyx bandwidth :P yea i know!Kakda told us of the unlimited internet access and i took advantage of it as always :D downloaded some movies i didn't watch yet and some games.

On the 2nd last day(did i say it rite???)we went for a meet out,and Narutard gets to meet my relatives,we were going to get Kakya so thats why we went with Maksu & family..we arrived at the Taman Burung place got a free ticket inside(thnx Ayah Su!) to see a bunch of colorful(and stinky!) birds in that enclosed bird cage and get Ilman..turns out he was on a school trip there ,after that we were on the road again it was fine 'cept Ayman was throwing his tantrums again after Ilman/Iqbal said something.We got to meet at some high-class Mamak restaurant at seksyen 13 Shah Alam,was okay got there and i scored another smile from some salesgirl at some shop :P

Then the last day we were karaoke-ing at Alamanda,the room wasn't large but hey we got drinks and get to choose our song freely and Kakya was exploiting the "Jump Track" feature and i was angry at that >:( why??mesti laa bila lagi aku nak nyanyi lagu memburu rindu?!asyik lagu Siti,Ning dgn apakejadahnya lagu.

Then Ammar got sick by the time we finished he went "Blueeerrghh!!" and got goo,rice,stomach fluid and maggi on Narutard (owh lawd epic win moment xD),we quickly got to Pakteh's place get to meet the newest addition to Pakteh's family....the angry cat Abobo!After that we went back home :D

OM-2N

2010-04-19T15:23:00.000-07:00

Well ive been fiddling around with Dad's camera,and i think its coming along nicely been snapping pictures around with it and got some lesson from Abg Zamri at PPSeni on how to use it even though i didn't exactly understand all of it xP i only get the 'meter-must-be-in-the-middle',adjusting lenses,rewinding film and the aperture part,the rest was forgotten as i was in a state of blur at the moment xD trying to cram all of the functions in my head was too much thus preventing me from understanding the rest of the lesson.

And the lesson didn't take long and as soon as it was over i was snapping all the way down to the main office using Abg Zamri's 'dummy' film that he gave me.It was fun,but the part that i had to fork out 10 bucks for a Kodak 200 was insulting >:0 but gettin' angry about it was useless since its for a good cause.Anyways i ask the Ah Moi at the counter in Purple Red shop for a 400 but she said that the factories don't make HD 400 film anymore(damn it!),such a waste...just when i decided to learn Dad's ol' camera.

I bought the 200 right after that,and just as Abg Zamri said,the meter didn't exactly point in the middle most of the time so im guessing ill be getting darker picture's..........Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw!I want high quality clear pics!Is there a place that sells 400 anymore?i mean seriously!Just when i heard Abg Azeem said that you can make close to 3000 ringgit for the pics produce in camera film and now i find out that they don't make 400's anymore T_T...such a waste...

Kakyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!You used Dad's camera before right?so you know where i can get those 400's or higher films :(

So by now you guys are wonderin' why you don't hear bout the novel anymore??pffft....im writing okaaay,only a few paragraphs here and there and ive got too many work to do so i cant just focus on my writing.And bout the pics that i snapped ill upload later in this post so im just waiting for a time to processed this film xD then you guys can comment on my pics :D

Meet out!

2010-04-18T22:38:00.000-07:00

Hahahahaha!like the new image???i do!Took me long to find the perfect layout for muh blog so i can fit in more widgets and at the same time look cool too.Anyway,last Saturday i had a meeting with them friends from beyond the island.Had fun too meeting them again after so long,went to Sunway Carnival Mall to our supposed meeting place then it change to Mamak place to Karaoke centre to mamak place again then to R&R near Bagan xD.Was crazy during the karaoke session but it was harmless-go-wild fun,i just cant believe i sung 'How Deep is Your Love' in front of them guys?!And i so got into the song,they can even see my veins popping out of my neck hahahaha!!!

The night started with going to the Sunway food court meeting "bros and hoe's" catching up on the latest stuff,fighting over whose place is better,the night was young and beautiful and it didn't ended there,i was only disappointed that only a few came to our meeting.The other's weren't available or just too busy with other things,thats understandable....only if you told us sooner!Sheesh!Anyway it wasn't until later the guys decided to go for a karaoke session we sung hard and soulful for the whole night xP

A smoke while we wait for the girls...damn slowpokes!

Before you guys ask if shes my GF...kam'on guys you know i woulda chosen someone who at least looks good with a makeup and at least has a curvaceous body like Goo Hara and picture's of her is here and here (the way her bum moves in one of the music videos always makes me go "Daaaaaaaaw...." :3)

Oya!Fyi i don't dig flat chest i only dig small bewbs and lucious shape ones xD

speaking of which when will KARA come to Malaysia?!i wanna meet Goo Hara damn it >xO

I couldn't even believe the mamak was in on the action too :D

Yea i know i look ugly...thats the cost of singing with soul ;P

And a little bit of a guy moment in the R&R with a roll of cigarettes ;)

We got back to Narutard house at 4:50 am,went to play Pokemon for a while.The next day everyone that wasn't able to get to the 'Meet out' had commented on the pics ive uploaded and those that came chatted up at FB,turns out that dick aka Pduih went and enjoyed an Apricot flavoured shisha near his place...man what an asshole!Dude,if you'd told us sooner we woulda followed you and enjoyed ourselves exhaling clouds of smokes...sheesh! >:-(

April Specials (Part 01)

2010-04-14T18:41:00.000-07:00

Ok ill start by telling you guys all bout the HPA course in Sg.Petani that ive been gone too,ill start with chronological order of days from 1st - 2nd day of the course and at the same time ill voice my thoughts on the matter.

1st Day

It was 6:50 am in the morning,when just arrived at the Bayan Lepas Masjid waiting for the bus to take us to Sg.Petani,after stepping out of the Perodua Kembara i knew it was gonna be a strange ride,most of the people present were from Bayan Lepas or Balik Pulau(very traditional if you get my meaning),so i knew from that moment on that we were like a sore thumb sticking out from the rest..a city boy if you might call it.

We waited for the bus to arrive it wasnt all exciting,i cant sleep on the way to Sg.Petani,Shidi chatted bout something fishes,boating and whatnot,i just kept quiet along the way just seeing the cars driving past us.

It wasn't until we arrived that we started our cigarettes craving(its bad..yea we know),the person in charge told us to head upstairs 1st to hear about the briefing,most of the stuff they said was bout their products and halal and haram foods in general.During the briefing i was really hungry at the time i was waiting for breakfast when they said they'd provide free food,and i was disappointed i mean all they serve was karipap's and some-kuih-i-dont-even-know-the-name and a glass of kopi Radix.It really didn't fill up my stomach and you know me guys i need 2 plates of rice just so i can have enough energy for the rest of the day xP.

Its funny when at the time coz we forgot to get a pack of cigarettes,we seen alot of the ol' guys started smoking,we chatted with a malay male in his 20's probably but older than us,because of the craving i shamelessly ask the man for a cig thinking "What do i got to lose?" and it turns out he was cool bout it and gave us a cig or 2 xD we thank the man when we got up the stairs Shidi said "Gila ang neh...nasib baik dia ok,tidak malu dah tadi." ;P

We continued on with the briefing for the rest of the day,listening to some important details and most of the time i was doodling on the notebook they gave us came in with the PBC(don't ask!even i dont know what it stands for :/)kit or something,i dozed off a couple of times thats the reason why they mixed in with a bit of humour for us.The 1st session of the briefing was boring they didnt tell us anything important or at least interesting for us to hear,only after lunch was it interesting.

The briefing continued till close to 7:00 pm,and by that time we were already in for another cravings we went out at that time,most of the people that were in the briefing was at RFC(Radix Fried Chicken)by that time we didn't go to RFC i sorta regretted it i always want to taste any other alternatives besides Mary Brown,McDonalds & KFC.Well we got around the place tryna find any General Store thats sells cigarettes for bout an hour and a half and by that time Shidi began cursing and gettin pissed off,when i saw the chinese restaurant i told Shidi bout it and if we can buy any at that place he became self conscious bout his race/skin so again i told to myself "What do i got to lose?" xP

After that we slept at hotel El Zahraa very comfortably!The room was pleasant even though it weren't that spacious xD

The next morning we continued to the briefing forgotten all about the Qiamullail,we already told mom we cant get up early and i had to rely on the Narutard to wake me up >_> and turns out we slept through the whole Qiamullail......so much for getting a good deed.The briefing was ok the cool thing was we get to watch a cow getting sliced alive by a circular saw slicers,but i guess the other people wasn't too pleased bout it though.Then we had another break,we continued on with the briefing only this time it was rushed,we had to sing some nasyeed and i had fun singing it xP

We got back home at 5 something pm,thinking we got new experiences and started forming a scheming something in our little minds all along the way to the Sg.Dua USM Gate.When Maghrib came we had to do solat Jemaah on request by mom xP we came to this
3 children and 2 male youths and luckily it was Narutard that became imam "Alhamdulillah Shidi!!!" xP

Mom teaching Ammar wudhu xD

The jemaah prayers was a dissaster xD

Plagiarism!!! (Part 02)

2010-04-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

Edit: The fucker already remove the post ahahaha!Now She'll think twice bout stealing other people blog post if she didn't remove it,i might have gone posting pics of her all over the net and facebook claming that she's a blog post stealer >:D

Read the story below if your out of the loop ;)

Here's the post although i would've like to show you guys the person's face but its not my revenge,im only the salt to her would-be wounds hahahahah!!

Below is a pic of the original post.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>Here<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

and compare it to this bloody fuckers blog its a little small but you can still make out the words..

The little shit even copied the title!wtf man!thats just low and wrong!Dont you have any pride as a blog writer?!so your out of ideas and just thought of stealing other peoples blog post?!And im wondering if any or all of the things you posted is copy&paste or your little hollow mind came up with it..

This is merely a warning to you guys!watch out for these type of ppl!

Plagiarism!!! (Part 01)

2010-04-12T08:39:00.001-07:00

Now people if your really out of creative juice's to completely write anything,there's no reason to copy&paste somebody else's blog post just so you can get a high google page-ranking and the most follower's.Thats just fukken rude and i mean come on at least a sane person would credit the original writer,or is it that your just too stupid to care.

The bloody fucker even got the balls(even if she is a woman..)to take credit on something her empty head didn't come up with.Stupid cunt...i'll tell you more later..im waiting for this thing to start a chain reaction like i did with USM(remember that guys???)hahahahahah!!!!

Ignore this post alalalalala xD

2010-04-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

I dont feel like writing my novel anymore...
and i thought of doin a 5 special post on my blog....
about the HPA course that ive gone to in Sg.Petani...
and i guess i dont have feel like doing that too....
I promised someone ill be meeting them albeit on the internet...
but i guess i blew that too...
i was too busy cramming my head with stuff,till i forget that i stood up someone...
Im fucking stupid too...

Thats me the boy who always fucked-up everything...
Thats me the always being bloody forgetful...
Thats me always messing up stuff....
Thats me the silly shit....

A Dangerous Shitstorm Ensues!! 1 fight and rematch!

2010-04-09T09:18:00.000-07:00

Well i never would have thought,that something like this would happen.A duel amongst men to see who would come up with the most hurtful of words(and sometimes humourous!),kuajaq btol rrr,neh yg buat aku lg geram,sbb main2 silat pantun!aku pown xtaw laa nk menghasilkan ayat2 power,so round neh bleh kta la depa menang,bkn menang dgn cara adil pown men kotoq bleh mng arrr,ajak geng mmg dh konfem laa the outcome of the match.

Aku taw,plik jugak kan pantun digunakan utk kutuk org?,but i think its good,salah satu cara utk mengekalkan budaya melayu albeit in a modern and humourous kind of way!
Kalau ampa tertanya2 benda apa yg aku ckp,link to that direct confrontation ada di bwh ini.

Sebelum aku pegi ini satu pantun yg ditujukan utk geng BTP(bahagian teknologi pendidikan),agak lemah sket ayat neh so dont point out the obvious..

ahem...

Tak sangka ayam akan disembelih.
aku pown dicincang dgn org2 lebih,

Aku igt aku akan menang,
Rupanya aku dibaling melayang,

Makan nasi dgn kicap dan teloq,
Aku tak sangka pemikiran aku kolot,

Tidoq tepi pantai rilek dibuai angin,
Aku lari dgn rsa geram dihati

Lemon dgn limau rasa masam gila,
aku akan latih diri utk kuatkan bahasa.

Ayam berkokok terbit matahari,
Aku akan kembali selepas ini.

Susu lembu masam basi,
Aku akn dtg bg penendang dgn kaki,

Desert Eagle,ak 47 dan parang melayu,
Bru ampa taw kekuatan aku sebagai org melayu!!

Haaawww God!!!!

2010-04-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

Haaa...just when i was on a roll i got stuck on the 1st page of chapter 1(damnit!!),
so i decided to go surf the web for some short stories just so i can have an inspiration.

And guess what...i stumbled upon a goldmine of ebooks!!!!R.A. Salvatore,Stephen King,Darren Shan,Tom Clancy,Brisingr,Sara Douglass,Raymond E Feist,Tru Blood,Terry Pratchet!!!!and some other titles i haven't heard of...ooooh Aya you gon' love these!!

Imma go read now,so ill catch ya later...Tom Clancy fuck yea!!

insomnia....damn tired..

2010-04-05T12:14:00.000-07:00

3.14 am in the morning and i cant sleep,lately ive been staying up late mostly due to the fact that i cant even shut my eyes to even get a nice quiet sleep...*sigh*,anyway surfed youtube just now,finding news about any upcoming animes or movies then i stumbled across an AMV.

Its an amv of Eureka seveN the one i mentioned you guys about in my previous post 2 months ago.Nicely edited i must say,even the video transition are done magnificently,i wonder what software he used to do that,its definitely not Adobe Premier must be something else..most of the scenes are taken from the anime,from the 1st episode and certain parts of the series and the last...so i get what the creator of this vid wanted to do,and it even matches with the song that im so crazy about!!And it made me cry again...(damn!)

You might notice the changes happening towards the character,from appearances,emotion,etc...and you might notice the male and female lead characters have grown,it supposed to be...i mean the series focuses on their relationship development from a love at first sight to...well what you see now,so im not suprised if 2 or 3 years flew by within the series it just shows what the characters have been through to save bla-bla-bla-bla...meh..you get what im saying..

Edit:
I notice the youtube video is showing large portion of the AMV and not full but...cant do anything bout it tho...anyway you'll survive just watching 80% of the vid...im too lazy to do anything bout it..gomenasai..anyway just enjoy the AMV

Pics + Fro's = Fooling around

2010-04-04T07:42:00.000-07:00

Just measured my hair,i think for the next two months it'll form into a big fro then by the next semester i'll have to cut it off(damn!),i miss my trademark hairstyle,after i got back from LA it looked cool and all,i can either go with the 'Nerdy Sexy Spaniard' look or just plain 'Puff Fro' and people would just look and stare as if its strange(lol!that was the point!)

My other goal was to ironed the fro,seriously i wanna know how i look with a straight hair for once,but alas certain circumstances prevents me so.Oh well i just hope by next year i can grow and raise my hair big and strong without any interruptions or regulations or rules.

Here it is the pics...laugh all you want!

yes i know...i look good..heheh!

Oh yea bebeh...

Work it bebeh!

Honk da horn bebeh!!

Well i just hope that i somewhat find a way to escape next semester 'spot check',but damn man!i don't wanna cut my babies!Then i have to grow them all over again..

Finished!!

2010-04-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

Damn!it was hard..but its finished,i finished writing the prologue..i mean does it count as a prologue?i dont get it,ive searched around the web for a litteral meaning to it but all i found is this

..prolog, is a preface to the story. It sets up the story, giving background details and other miscellaneous information....

I don't get it!Anyway now the im thinking of making chapter 1,i think ive used up all of my creative juice's and i find it hard writing a bunch of stories that connects into one main storyline.Oh well i'll relax a bit since its Saturday...i think i'll go watch some anime or maybe read some Witchblade or Nightwing comic's that i downloaded.

Edit:

Chapter 1 is well underway,i just found an idea.And a friend decided to give time to comment on my work and point out some of my mistakes for the Prologue(thank you very much man!!).

Hygienic Lesson...(for da guys...maybe for the girls too)

2010-03-31T08:10:00.000-07:00

It came up when i was searching for a hygenic ways to clean me(dont ask),the title says it all,and it gives a lot of facts and truths bout guys and..well their penis cleaning process..and he does have a point!he mixes in facts and humor and the fact that he's gay makes it all the more funneh!Enuff of the blabbering here's the vid.

Its a lesson PPL,credit goes to him for making the video.Very informative!

2010-03-29T17:56:00.000-07:00

Lately ive been on a high lately..no,not that "high" but a writer's high.Last week i just got an ideal plot for my sci fi novel..just so you guy's know it wasn't anything new..i just didn't tell you guys i was writing a novel besides this blog,so before the creation of my novel i started doing my homework like understanding the character creation,storytelling,a storyarc,etc...and with it i have pretty darn good idea on how to start writing.

Then the project came to a halt,i didn't know how i should write the novel,the narration i mean,im pretty used to writing in 1st person but all the stories that ive read was in 3rd person as well as a plot,so an "experimental chapter" was created with me writing 1st person narrative with a simple storyline.It was good..mom said that "But why didn't you write it in MS Word??",heh...sorry mom,it didn't came to mind!I was so comfortoble writing by hand that i didn't notice i could write in "Word" anyway.

Little by little i write less and less till my project was put on hold for 2 weeks until i was able to come up with ideas,well it was that and i was lazy.

And then it came smacking my head,an idea well not an idea but..it was starting to form in my decrepit mind on how to continue writing my sci fi novel.The idea came up when i was role-playing on facebook with a friend of mine,it was fun for me.Im pretty sure if we did continue the role-playing till now we would've created a chapter or two by now.Here's a screencap of the role-play

Click on it for a bigger pic and yes,yes!Even in role-playing i still ooze of pervertness...aint it the truth..oh and ignore the idiot...he was being stupid and narutard again..

So anyway,the idea was forming in my head only i wasn't confident with it,so i started browsing the world wide web for another solid idea,then read some story created by fans in Fanfiction then slowly its forming.I downloaded some non-H visual novels to play and get a sense on how the writers came up with multiple story arcs(and endings!!).

And then my overly ambitious decrepit mind came up with some stupid ways to market the novel(damn you!),i know i shouldn't be thinking that when 1st draft of the work hasn't been written yet,but it naturally happens for me.

Anyway the epilogue and the chapter 1 will be finished next month...i hope.

Goes on..and on..and on...

2010-03-21T21:09:00.000-07:00

Im feeling neutral right now,nothing special..got transfered to "Udesign" by our so called supervisor..im felt bittersweet bout it,now that its more easier for us to punch-in for work but we left the place that we hung out for 2 months practically doing nothing but surfing the net,reading manga online,watching cartoons online,downloading some pr0ns .

It was 3 weeks ago that we met our pathetic supervisor at the main office thinking we should submit our script for the project video,i figured he was planning for this the whole time..gave us a project,set a due date for it even though it was short,rushed us to finished the script,then decided to see the script...we finished the script but turn it in late..and that gave a reason for him to transfer us to this new place...the bloody fucker.

I knew from the moment he lectured us that he was aiming for this..talking about his 15 years experience at the tv industry yes were a noob at this scriptwriting stuff but wasn't that the reason we came to this place to learn and work,and he even got the balls to be mocking us..yes we use connection to do intehchip in a better environment and the best place that came to my mind is to learn from the best but in the end i regret that decisions.

Anyway im fine with the transfer,i figured that there's probably something new to learn if i join this place..but that got me thinking another thing if that baldfaggot ever thinks that using us is a mean to achieve his promotion im fucking him up..if he even thinks of using our work and making it his own..im really gonna fuck him up..why made me think of that??..well we've been under him for 2 months so we know most of his bad points even the staff at the ol' place hate him..

Besides that the new place seems ok at first,but it turns out theres too many loon's in here and that made me think "Fuck yea!!now thats my kind of people!!!",but i cant follow their rythm of work(is that the right word for it) i don't even know if their working or playing around.They gave us a couple of project all of which were approved by the new boss(not exactly our new boss but were still under that ol' faggot but is taking orders from the new boss) he turn out pretty relaxed about the whole situation,but he seems..i dunno..pretty eccentric.

Then comes another project,all of which is almost completed,we continued most of stuff we did from our previous place reading manga,downloading manga,pr0ns...wasting alot of the school's bandwidth heheh...but its all fine i think..the new place..we don't talk much like to the staff...we did't want to look like all we came for was to have some fun so we were(are!!) on our best behavior.

That's all the is to it peeps,anyway gotta go i'll update the blog with the latest news if there are any.Cheers!

Yes i didn't shave my scruffies lately..nor have i gone to the barber shop for a cut..but didn't u see my neutral face?????

UUuuuureka!!!

2010-02-18T17:28:00.000-08:00

I started watching Eureka Seven last month and damn was it good,i kinda like how the story progress and how the male lead(Renton)develops from a naive "little baby" and into the "mature man" that he is,also developing feelings for another being thats not human(Eureka).The story that started when the Renton's father dies of saving the world.

The scenarios all to familiar for me though,but i respect the voice actor's that took the time and work hard to make the anime reaaaally good.Since this is the first time in a long time that ive watched a dubbed anime series.From what can see the story is generally about compassion and humanity,and not to mention there was also alot of tearjerker scenes...always made me cried at the end of the episode(damn!).But it proves that how skilled the voice actors are at conveying the characters feeling to the audience(props to the voice actors!).

The boy slowy matures as the story progress,the story made it clear at one point that when Renton killed an enemy mecha still not knowing that another human life is in there.And the regrets the he felt for not emotionally understanding Eureka and the fact that she isn't human hurts her deeply.But i guess you guys have to watch it to understand the whole story that im trying to tell you.

But beside the story ive been singing the song that always plays at the end of the anime heheh....anyways after some digging,searching and googling ive found out the name of the artist Takada Kozue,the reason i like the song is the fact that how average voice the singer has and it still sounded good to me and its so easy to listen to,like when your out watching the clouds or watching out the window or getting some perspective..you put on the headphones and enjoy the voice....

Takada Kozue - Himitsu kichi

ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
sora wa hontou ni hirokatta
suki na hito wo kono te de
mamoreru to omoutteita
honki de

doushite seiga nobinai
sore ga kuyashikatta

wagamama oomada kawaii to kanjiga ishite itanda
zutto
akirameru koto nante omoi ukabanakatta tadamae wo muiteta
demo

dekinai koto bakari de
hayaku jiyuu ni naritakute

ikura te wo nobashitatte
todoku hazu no nai
ookina ookina sora
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
kuyashii koto ga aru to
korae kirenakatta
ookina ookina namida
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou

are kara zuibun sei mo nobite
yo no naka koto sukoshi wakatte
issho genmei ga kakko warukute
sanmeta furishite aruiteita yo
demo

juuto hanban na boku ni wa
nani hitotsu dekinakatta

itsukara ga boku wa kirameku ashita wo shinjite de koto sae wasurete
jibun wa mamoru tameni takusan no taisetsuna mono kizutsuketeta
haru ga tooku maue no sora no mukou ni
naniga aru ga shiritakute
otonani nattara kanarazu ikundayotte yakusoku shitanda

ikura te wo nobashitatte
todoku hazu no nai
ookina ookina sora
demo boku wa nannimo utagau koto mo naku
kirei na mirai wo shinjiteta
kuyashii koto ga aru to
korae kirenakatta
ookina ookina namida
demo ano toki no boku no me wa naniyori kagayaiteita to omou

ano koro no chiisana boku ga miageru
sora wa hontou ni hirokatta
suki na hito wo kono te de
mamoreru to omoutteita
honki de

English Translation

Back when I was little, I looked up at the sky, the sky was so vast
I truly thought that I could protect, my loved ones with these hands, seriously

Why am I not getting taller? I asked myself, it was so hard to bear

I realized I was selfish all the way
I faced the thoughts of giving up
But...

There are so many things I can't do, I want to become free quickly

No matter how many times I stretch my hand, there was no chance that I would make it across that wide, wide sky
But I never doubted anything, I believed in a beautiful future, when the hard times came up
I couldn't fight back against, the big, big tears
Although, I think my eyes were glittering more than anything, back then

From then I grew quite a bit, I understood more of the times
Doing my best may be uncool, I walked around acting cold
But...

I gave up halfway and couldn't do anything
From when did I forget about believing in a glittering tomorrow to protect myself, I hurt many important things
Spring is far, towards the sky overhead I want to know what's there
"When I become an adult, I must go", I promised.

No matter how many times I stretch my hand there was no chance that I would make it across that wide, wide sky
But I never doubted anything I believed in a beautiful future
When the hard times came up I couldn't fight back against the big, big tears
Although, I think my eyes were glittering more than anything, back then

Back when I was little, I looked up at the sky the sky was so vast
I truly thought that I could protect my loved ones with these hands, seriously

Anyway the shows focuses on topics like:-

1.Naiveté
2.Love
3.War
4.Humanity
5.Compassion
6.Earth as a living being
7.War orphan
8.Redemption
9.Regret
10.Loving another being.

Anyway thats what i understand from the anime,so till next time!

S0ul's At REST...

2010-02-11T21:52:00.001-08:00

Whoooo....Friday's the day,asked the boss yesterday for a holiday..didn't think he's ok with that but...in the end it was fine,thought that we need a rest and next week come up with a new script for the corporate video that were making.So that mean's starting today im enjoying my day off till Wednesday,Mom's planning on goin' back to Alor Setar with the whole family...m fine with it though goin back to the kampung eases my mind of all the stress and tension that ive been feeling lately.So Aya and Ada will be coming back tomorrow morning then i'll guess we'll be goin' back to Alor Setar that day too.So anyways i'll telll you guys the latest updates soon,cuz right now im enjoying my day off..hahahahahha!!!

ChNgeS of TEh HeARt...

2010-01-28T17:21:00.000-08:00

Its close to a month now...sigh..havent got any work to do.Im planning on transfering to another place,but i dont know if its the right thing to do..but im 50-50 right now.The constant lazing around the office made me snap,thinking to myself "This isnt fucking productive at all damn it!".Talk to mom bout it and before making hasty decision,i and i friend will be talking to Dolah soon.

The thought of talking to Dolah first didnt come to mind until our college lecturer called,scared me shitless.Had a talk with her bout our problems,with the serious discussion and all we decided to follow our lecturers plan to for a week or so.

The reason for us being bored is we dont know what to do i mean,all we ever do is read online manga,watch anime,download pr0ns,and...FB..."FUCK IT!!!what good is the site when most of the people that i want to "menyakat" isnt online on office hours damnit!".But i guess it isnt all that boring,i mean..we get to meet all sorts of people in our office.The outspoken,the gossip,the pregg0,the big guy,the sisters, and us the kids..not to mention we get to disturb the female students heheh!!

C0lliSion CoUrse!!!!Wh0000t tEh AdreNaLinE!!!!

2010-01-19T17:49:00.000-08:00

Got beaten up pretty badly on sunday..well not for me but for the "motobike" aka moto kapchai,i got away with a few bruises no cuts,but my fwen (no friend just fwen)got hurt in the process,fuck that guy i wasn't gonna let him go away without some sort of insurance it was him that crashed on us.The helmet that i was wearing was shattered into a million pieces and mums *cough*book*cough* was broken beyond repairs.

Went to the police station to make a police report,coz the stuff we were carrying was a goverment property.But i am so fucking "mad"(literally) at the fucking ol' guy(even if he is a sergeant),i mean what the fuck makes you think that its right to treat us this way?!didn't you noticed that we were young and its our first time making a police report.We didn't come prepared?!Well we were just in a fucking accident of course it was unprepared whaddya think!!!How come you can use the 3-little-meaningful-words Tegas,Adil,Berhemah if you didn't really sworn and honor to those words.

Well aside from the stupid pig went to work like any other day..bored,lazy and tired....when will Bang Dolah give us some work!!!!

GaH!!!FaiLed TeH TeSt!!!

2010-01-15T00:44:00.000-08:00

Didn't really expect to passed with flying colors since i know that ive been..well working alot..already started my industrial training, so ive been quite busy lately...so another $40 for the test..but ive time on my hand so its gonna be alright,6 months of industrial training is gonna make me a new man!!!

For the 1st few days its easy to meet friends,but i think im feeling the pressure of the training,its gonna be good i love a challenge!!its like the time when i was at Kelantan for my dokumentari project.."wait hold on!!!what the fuck are you doing?!wait!!stop!!!i said stop you dumb shit!!!"

i'm a little bit playful...me and my fwenz not working to much..we just sit and look all chines girl are so hot and spicy...(dalam erti melayu; - tangkap leleh siot....)

Sory for the momentary interuption that was my friend,he had to say something the stupid ass...so anyways i think the project that Bang Dolah(our boss) gave us would probabaly be web design..heard that we'll be using flash and dreamweaver for the creation of the web...maybe laah i dont know but it aint C++,python or java script,damn those things are hard to understand..

Heres the pics that you guys been waiting for :-

IntEchip...(chipsm0re!!!) Sucks Ass...

2010-01-11T18:42:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday was a loads of fun wasn't it,me and my friends met up at PRN,so i had to be the good guy and check up on them to see if their doin' alright.Went to the Art Department with my bud to sign up for internship and was disappointed with the service.Mostly with the staffs and lecturers but i cant say that the majority of the staff and lecturer are bad though just some but all the same im still pissed off.I havent been pissed off in while now and boy..do i hate them.

Get this we came brimming with enthusiasm and confidence,we ask "nicely" for the supervisor thats in charge of handling interns and gave the letter of internship to the receptionist,so the receptionist told us to wait here for a while,so we wait...for and hour and a half then some dude we saw thats always going around the building past us,up and down,left and right and on and on.Then when we thought that all the staffs has gone to someplace then this dude shows up and asks us what we were doin' here and if we're waiting for someone...what the fuck is this????were waiting here for an hour and a half and now you asks us what we're doing here!!!

Not to mention the snobbish idiotic of a lecturer Miss *name will not be shown in consideration of the person*,so we wait until we saw her came through the door then she asks us..(hold on ill make it into a dialog)

Miss Idiot: "Are you the boys thats applying for intechip???"

Me: "Excuse me???"

Miss Idiot: "Intechiiip...intechip tak tau ka???"

Me: "Uhhh...no."

Miss Idiot: "My god!!!you came to apply and you dont even know what intechip means?!, Intechip is when you came to do your practical training...."

Me: i thought "What the fuck bitch...you cant even say it correctly and now your implying that we're stupid kids!!!"

If you guys couldn't guess it by now she was saying internship(the stupid cunt...),so they threw us with this guy a lecturer(cool person if i say so myself),he knew our college lecturer so we got along pretty well,but its the way she said when we 1st met the guy lecturer "Their from Kolej Komuniti.",the condescending way of her saying we just stupid kids from kolej komuniti....greaaaaaat a lecturer with superiority complex thats just what we need.

And just now when we came to the reception desk to ask if our supervisor is present or not,she told us to wait for a sec then goes to to the office ask something of the staff the heard some gibberish and two other lecturer came to office (back from breakfast i thought) accidentally heard them talking "Depa sebenarnya bawah siapa?!" and "Bukan under Miss ***** ka?!" and "Tak tau depa cakap under Encik *******" so in the end when the other lecturer came to explain to us the situation i just turn a deaf ear to him and smile while i know im so fucking angry.Now when we 1st came here we already told you idiotic-stuckup snobs that we came to "lapor diri" to Encik ******* couldn't you even read the fucking letter that we gave you!!!!what are you blind?!?!??! In that time, i feel like to fuck that receptionist(that was me friend that type those words,he still has a say in this.)

Id like to point out something :-

1. Give reassurances to outsiders or the least you could do is smile.

2.You don't deserve the title of "Apex University" if the service to the people is shitty.

3.The university will lose its "credibility" if the workers continue with this "Oh im better than you." behavior.

4.We came as practical student so the fact of the matter is when came to learn and at the same time to experience the working environment or is it that you guys have forgotten the meaning of it.

5.Its not at anytime, anywhere or anyplace to look down upon students that go to kolej komuniti,you might just find that were more knowledgeable at a certain degree.
6.My friend added "Adakah status penting dalam masyarakat kita?hina sangatkah orang yang rendah pelajarannya?" if you think so then bloody fuck off and don't read this post.

Thats some of the reason for the hate but again id like to point out...i dont hate the university just the workers thats makes it lose beauty,whatever happen to the ol' University that i knew of?or is that im goin' into the adult transition..and will i experience it when i work soon after i finished my studies and all...damn.Anyways talk to you guys later,will post if anything happens.

2009-12-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

*sigh*.......im in constant stress wit the driving test(will cover this on the next post...maybe)so anyways, im still waiting for my notebook to come back cuz its in pain from the annoying update of WGA (damn micro$hit!!) but that doesn't mean that i have to change the way i think of about notebooks...i mean it runs like any other notebook.The price is right, i can do my photoshop here just as good and editing video's just got alot better now anyways...it feels great using Flash MX on the notebook no lagging and all and best of all it ain't Mac!!! Reason?why should i buy a....Macbook when i can get a perfectly running Notebook for half the price...though i admit the constant Micro$hit update made me think twice about getting a Mac, but still not enough to turn me to the "dark side" the "force" is still with me.

Ive always wondered if the Mac is any good(that was years ago before my way of thinking change a bit) and always thinking of getting it but the price tag denies me so,heck its even better if the price tags is large i mean without it i might've bought it because of its "pretty packaging", i shan't be fooled by the media into buying the product and even if i do buy it i know "someone" might use it so thats partly the reason why i didn't want to buy it. so here's the reason why i refuse to buy Mac products is :-

"Oh my Mac so fucking good!!What are you using???a Pc???Pc sucks!!!lol!!111!!!" or "Seriously you need to change to Mac dude...Pc's giving you problem.." from obnoxious/brainwashed fanboys or girls.
The ads that always tells you that Mac is the in or cool or hip or just trendy thing and what???separating oneself from the Pc and claiming it to be the only greatest computer on earth!!!Why???because it uses a fucking Mac OSX, its feels like racial segregation only its electronic hardware.
Cant upgrade...i mean..even if you want to upgrade you have to go to your local Apple center and ask for and upgrade by their price. And if say a Mac product thats comes in a week or so it will render the the current Mac product obsolete since most(correct me if im wrong) people will flock to their nearest Apple store and spend another thousand's of bucks just buy a new Mac product,while for a normal Pc you just have upgrade the hardware.
I play games as much as i play with my photoshop and the incapability of a Mac to play most Window based games makes it useless for hardcore gamers (i'd stick with Alienware for the hardcore part) .
Mac computer cant get infected with virus/malware/worms and whatnot because of its top-notch security, now this is a total lie from annoying fans reason for this is....*sigh* im tired of explaining!! here's the list of links with Mac-related virus..

http://www.realtechnews.com/posts/2705

http://antivirus.about.com/od/macintoshresource/a/inqtanaa.htm

http://www.zdnet.com.au/news/security/soa/Doh-My-Mac-has-the-Simpson-s-virus/0,130061744,120230539,00.htm

http://www.theregister.co.uk/2001/01/19/mac_users_hit_by_melissa/

What's Mac computer good for??well sure its good if your editing video's and doing animation's(part of my college curriculum i had to use the Mac...a pity..) but last i heard Malaysia didn't run on Mac's.Fucking elitist....always focusing on the popularity of the product...i mean if Remy Ishak uses a Macbook all the fans would want to buy it just to look cool....sheesh...brainwashed fans...thats why i dislike media influences...

So anyways,sure the Mac looks cool but in Malaysia the price just doesn't seem worth it. I mean i know only the rich,cool,hip,brainwashed,obnoxious,repugnant,detestable,loathsome thats see's Mac's as the coolest thing on the planet,oh well...i guess(my opinion) this thing is like a trend so it'll die soon or maybe go in circles if you know what im getting at, ill buy the hardware if and only if the fans will tone down with their "OMG my Mac is the shizZZ!!!" or "Me Luvvy my Mini!!!You's Pc Suck Ballzzz!!lol!!!" and maybe if the price just right and the hardware is upgradeable and can support most third party components i mean come on if i own a Mac it stricts me to just buying Apple product making it pretty useless(for me)...

EDIT: oh heaven on earth!!!i love these people!!!! http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/Apple

2009-12-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

To get away from all the madness of the holidays i searched among the world wide web for something to customize my new baby(pictures will be posted soon)...so as i searched for something worthy of my child ive found 3 little apps that will be used in creating a formidable warrior muahahahahaha!!!!!(im gettin' ahead of myself)...okay..the 1st stuff im gonna introduce to you is Rainmeter,its a Desktop Customization Platfrom for your computer meaning you can samurize your bland desktop into those transparent-creative-futuristic interface...now this aint just a simple application...you can customize the skins to your liking and use the built-in theme like 'Enigma' or my fave 'Wing Firefox'..you can customize it to have the weather app..clock..system bar...cdartdisplay(yes sort of like a built in music player)..gadgets..widgets..you name it..the rainmeter skins can be downoaded at deviantart.com or customize.org or any sites that has rainmeter skins but i prefer to go to devianart..has loads more skins..so here's the screenshot to rain meter

here it is the default theme i haven't change anything

Ive made a little change...and it still looks so damn cool!!!
click on the picture to reaaaaaaaaaally see it...

I haven't fully explore the the function's yet(im still learning..DUH!!)...i mean seriously go check it out if you want to customize your bland desktop....
And the 2nd app is Rocketdock..its a software.....fuck i cant explain it... i have to show you...

Get it now???...same as Rainmeter you can customize it to your liking..skins..docklets..icons..anything you want..google s your friend....it can be used for windows xp and vista...im using xp (got any complaints Aya?!)....and for the 3rd app is Trillian...i havent heard of it before till now and i still haven't explored it...but what i know is it can connect to multiple IMs from Facebook...Myspace...Googletalk..YM..and it even has its own IRC client...here's a pic of its interface...

I had to blackened some of the email address coz i had a chat with someone(*hint*sis*hint*)...so anyways cheeck it out if your into multitasking(is that the word???) chats and IMs the Trillian is fo you....so here's the best for last me new notebook....

View 1 cool ain't it...

View 2 damn....

Standard keypad but i still <3 it!!!

It even reflects!!!

So thats the pics.....even if i blog about it...doesnt help coz im still feeling bored...damnit!!!!

2009-12-14T13:36:00.000-08:00

Its the holidays..and im definitely bored here..cant wait for 3rd semester to start..the last day of the guys to hangout and i almost cried...i know i wont be able to meet them next 6 months,we've been together for almost a year now been through the hard times and made some sweet memories together..but i regretted not meeting the juniors when im in the 4th semester...anyway here's a pic of the last day's at the house that became my second home..

SweaRing MoMents..FUCK!!!

2009-11-25T06:33:00.000-08:00

You know im totally pissed rite now when i think bout the incident that happen...when a few friends of mine went to Melaka for the InoREKA contest at Dataran Pahlawan and damn was it rigged..heard the rules bout submitting the commercial,the duration for it was supposed to be 1 minute but it seems the ah...Landlord was kind enuff to 'longgar' the rules a bit to 2 minutes...heard that a few community college submitted a few good vids for the Multimedia category but the other one community that sent its own commercial was over the limit with its total video duration...and guess what they won.....THOSE FUCKFACE!!!DID'NT KNOW THEY GOT THE BALLS FOR IT!!!NUMBER 1,2,3 EVEN 4!!!!GOES TO THOSE NO-TALENT SHITHEAD'S!!!BUT WHAT'S PISSING ME OFF IS AN 8 MINUTE COMMERCIAL GOES 1ST PLACE WHEN IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FORFEITED!!!THEY TREATED THE GUEST(That's us.)LIKE SOME STREET BUM AND THEY AINT EVEN FRIENDLY WITH US!!!AND I THOUGHT COMMUNITIES WAS SUPPOSED TO STICK TOGETHER!!!DAMN I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!......Whatever.....what i know is the person who should've won was my friend who created this commercial...

The commercial theme for it was "Perubahan Zaman" you'll sorta get the picture when u see it..

Innnerr feeelingss....

2009-11-07T05:03:00.000-08:00

I know..i know...ive been quite bz lately..havent got much time i guess..i was having a thot for a moment about last week incident make that 2 and decided to share it with you guys the story...you see...i notice im not perfect,nobody knows me more than me...get it???okay ill try to explain..i know im lazy when it comes to 'certain' things...im sensitive even though i dont show it even my family dont notice it(damn im good!!!)...i know im not that intelligent but it gets me by...im the kind of person who rather works hard than smart...who rather work with his hands rather than his head....and most of the time id rather be alone but not so much anymore since im in college(theres nothing i can do bout' it)....i feel inferior to my sisters...most of the time depression controls me and its just pains me when i think bout' it but looking back...i love that feeling...the feeling of sorrow...emptiness..loneliness..feeling that your unloved..nobody understands you...a feeling that your heart gets pierced by a million needles...i know im not the late Dr. Ahyaudin Ali Deputy Vice-Chancellor do you know how hard it is being the youngest of the family???yes it was proud to say that my Dad works at USM at the time but i began to understand...im not fit to fill in Daddy's shoes...the feeling of "Im supposed to accomplish a goal fast to make my parents proud or else they wont love me!!!" kinda thing just suffocates me...just brings me to the total hardcore truth...i cant do anything to make my parents proud..now this incident happened in primary school...i just had that kind of feeling...

so anyways the last week incident that i told you about..i came to class late then after 10 minutes of it the lecturer came to me and ask "Ayah awak Dr. Ahyaudin Ali ke???" then i said yes "Patut la macam kenal nama tu...ayah awak lecturer saya tau?masa saya masih belajar lagi..ayah awak garang tau dier tutup pintu kelas selepas 5 minit kelas bermula jadi dah tak boleh masuk dah....kenape awak tak boleh berdisiplin maacam ayah awak???" then the whole class starts to mock me bout "anak prof terlepas masuk kolej komuniti!!!" or (not related to this incident but a point to prove)..."kakak-kakak dia dah jauh pi eropah ngn kerja tinggi ngan Universiti laaa apa laa yang dia boleh datang kolej komuniti????hahahaha!!!"....get the picture???i was quiet for a day...and the other incident was a joke that my sister's played on me...calling me gay and that i suck cock,now people having your very own sisters calling you gay...now thats a knife through the heart...and the students in my class also calling me gay...thats just add to the my already wounded feelings...now i know i havent had any GF most of my life...just friends...ive been looking for it...its been too hard...i want to share some things to someone rather than my sisters or mom...i want to share my secrets with someone...to talk to..i want someone to at least understand what i going through...i want to love and be loved...i want to understand what its like....but i guess i fail at these things..and thats just add to the loneliness(that i like very much)..i dont have anyone for myself....oh well..ive got things to do........ill update the blog with the latest news when i have one...

Wh0000oooooooo!!!!

2009-09-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

I knew it was too good to be true,the moment that i almost finished with the "shooting" another problem comes up......the story that im making doesnt "show" what im trying to present to the audience!!!!And to top it all off i got another project that i have to do...the bloody stop motion animation...using sand to..well...stop and move..just google it!!Its strange...on my 1st semester im not that busy..siap boleh keluar 4.00 pagi melepak kat McD's plak!!!But i guess its not too bad...i think ive gotten much more responsible since i started the semester...oh well im off finding new ways to promote my "Course" heres a little something before i go,a little candid stop-motion-something animation....huhuhuhu....

1!

2!

3!

4!!

B'laaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tEh AcT0R....TeH DireCt0R...TeH ScRipWriTeR....

2009-09-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

This Thing started about 3 weeks ago,i didnt get briefed about what were supposed to do coz of "H1N1 thing"...the assignment that my class was given was about producing a commercial to promote every unit of the college from Automotive to Machine Manufacturing to Animation...soo.. it sounds easy and all but i was dead wrong!!!i was placed in a group who is so passive that im the only one active in the group i had to come up with the idea of the commercial(my groups promoting Animation *wheee*),the Script i had to do..the directing also..even the acting!!!!Im soo fucking tired of managing the whole group....i wished we'd work together though..yesterday was even Merdeka day and i dont feel the unity comming out...but i guess ill have to buck up until November...after the editing,adding SFX and some re-shooting we'll send it to Inoreka for the judging...whoo i feel excited bout it!!!

SeC0nd Seas0n.....

2009-08-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

I know i would've updated the blog with info's of the new semester but i guess i was too busy having this stoopid fever...had to quarantine for 8 days...i kinda like it though...no lecturer's..no students..no assignment...but too bad it had to end i knew sooner or later ill be up and well for college and thats the part i hate the most...a shitload of ass-ignments had piled up and im losing so much hair because of this...anyways...Ramadhan is coming up and i thought..."what happens when your in a rented house in which testosterone level is exceedingly high and in the fasting month...anything could happen..",and that people is what i dont want to find out...and im telling myself "Your not gonna last this year's Ramadhan........shit...."

Dara PujaanKuUUuuuu!!!!

2009-06-14T22:37:00.000-07:00

Dara Pujaanku by L.Ramlee

Duhai dara kau manis jelita

Senyum mu indah berseri-seri

Hati ku selalu menjadi tergoda

Memandang kau tiap hari

Engkaulah yang ku puja-puja

Gadis impian di waktu malam

Aku duduk termenung kesepian

Terkenang dara pujaan

Tidak kau kasihan

Ku menanti kepadamu selalu

Biar ku rasa bosan

Hati ku tetap pada mu

Beginilah hidup dalam dunia

Selalu sama saling bercinta

Marilah dinda pujaan kesuma

Mengikat janji asmara..............

I dont even get why lately ive been listening to some 60's love song....sigh...i hate this feeling....

THE END OF A SEMESTER......

2009-06-09T21:58:00.000-07:00

After a long battle with the final's..i finally manage to overcome this great wall of anxiety,after the exam i dont even know what the hell i should do..they say home is where the heart is but...i doesnt feel like it when some of the people you love is not there...all i can say is during those long six months ive been through alot....got hazed by the seniors(not exactly worse compared to the orientation week),meet some of the strangest people in Bertam Kepala Batas and ended up being friends with them,seeing friends get hurt and i myself hurt in process(which im not gonna tell what hurt us),experiencing love and lost....well maybe not lost but there's still hope even if its just a little...and can you believe that a bowl of Kuey Teow Tomyam cost about 5 ringgit there?!oh the agony of not eating your favorite food....hanging around at R&R with the person you love for the last time and the next day 'poof' gone from your life(what the fuck am i talking about?!)...after the exam's we gone out to most places so we could release some bottled up stress...in McD's SJ(Seberang Jaya)...Sunway Carnival Mall...Steamboat Sir Kailan...Tesco Permatang Pauh(Tryna find some Naruto Figure Sets)...NBN(our very own place to hang out)...and now im currently at Batu Kurau,Perak with my buds in an expedition of maybe 'creating ourselves',forgetting our painful past,creating some new and happy memories and maybe just enjoying ouselves to fullest...so here's some of the pics thats ive captured(and shorty's) of our six month's semester...

At Kuali Besor Nasi ayam

Four Siblings

Even tho we didnt study smart but we did study hard...

Make like Steve Irwin and just yell "Cri'key!!!!"

The boys and their toys...

Aaaaaaaa......look at the cool guy!!!!

Battle to the death!!!

Bored as hell waiting....for something....

I have no comment on this....but....maybe im just lonely..the one i love is not here...huhuhu...

At ayo itam (Air Itam) Perak....recent pic actually...

Innocence

2009-04-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

Interesting thing that came up when i was doin' nothing....i was checking the encyclopedia to find the meaning behind it so far it came up "Purity,uncorrupted by the evils and cruelty of the world,general lack of knowledge of the world" and so on....i guess some people go through it in life,or maybe naive is the word...i dunno...i feel that my mind is still child-like even though i try to act like an adult its impossible sometimes i wish it would all just disappear....but all thats left is just fragments of the past...i could still remember it..bits and pieces though....

S00000oooooo.........tired!

2009-04-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

Its 16 April 09 and 'Mesra and Kaunseling' day is over so the afternoon class is cancel.....thank god....i was bored to death....i dont know what to these week,i feel that all the stuff that ive learn these past months hasnt been 'welded' in my brain yet...ive been too lazy in waking up to class...even the lecturer have been asking me why im late....she also advised me to postpone the semester,it seems she thought that i was having a problem and ask me to postpone so i can start fresh....but it doesnt matter the semester is almost over so ill just go along with it....anyways the week is almost over,tomorrow ill be going back to the 'island'....and maybe get a handphone for meself..

2009-03-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

NEW LIFE.....

Okay i'll admit last year i was too lazy to even update this cobwebbed blog....anyways....im in college...no suprise there...experiencing the college life gave me a new breath of air.....i guess there's more to life than just being alone in the house in front of the computer....i've experience
some events that's happy and terrifying....getting meself wet with the boys at the river getting kicked at for doin' stupid things and having bein almost starved to death....and thats just the beginning....for the college itself is...almost hard..but im getting used to it now...everyday there's always an ASS-ignment to be done....some chicks(i never trusted them...but its great to just look at them)...gay lecturer...cool seniors...and there's always an incident if pay attention closely...when first got the letter saying that i've been accepted..i felt embarrassed that i got accepted to a community college...but i know that this is the alternative way to get to what i want in life...and i know that im not perfect academically...so i thought to myself "This will be the stepping stone towards my goal...",since then i haven't regretted the decision that i made....let them say all they want..."Ahyaudin's son's is studying in a community college..*snort*..",bah!!at least im getting an education...the type that i like....so anyways....i know there will be more events in the days to come so until then....

2008-10-08T13:55:00.000-07:00

Its 4:55 am ASEAN Common Time as im writting this,i couldnt sleep actually so there i went to the infamous 4chan in the /h/ and /hc/ section searching for....*ahem* but as i thought to myself

"Hey....i havent updated my blog yet....hmph...might as well do it before someone forgets that i've got a blog ............",so anyways as you readers know alot has happen during the course of a month there was Ramadhan and Eid Mubarak .There was so many festivities...fireworks,childrens,family members,victuals,morsels,and lets not forget the ladies...they were...luminous,radiant,exotic,venusian,ethereal,enchanting and spellbinding,i'd post the picture of all the women i've met but sadly i didnt i was too caught up with the gourmet to even noticed the women and the people close to me know that im a self-confessed Gourmand.

So here it is all those oh so lovely pictures of the food..

Look at Dat!!!!

OH MY LAWD!!!!

*drOOlzz*

<33333333333

Oh and i can definitly imagine her sayin "Good job bro,now lets wait till Kakda reads it." >8)

so there you have it,i know its not that many a picture but if i put anymore Kakda will surely get looney with me and i dont want that x3

2008-09-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

There are a few things that i'd like to have a say...

Do not make me angry....(Literally)
Do not be a racist bastard...(Not in front of me you don't)
Do not bad mouth other people....(You don't know the person,so don't be an asshole)
Do not be a sexist turd....(You're asking for a bitchslap from the feminist)
I especially do not like Idiotic Douche...(I mean it)
Do not infect the people around you with your Douch'ness....(Please don't)

In the end if you don't 'clean up' before the time arrives i...will...break...you..

2008-09-02T09:57:00.000-07:00

I just realised something.....maybe its just my imagination acting up but i belive i suffer from Megalomania the term for behavior characterized by delusional fantasies of wealth, power, genius, or omnipotence - often generally termed as delusions of grandeur. It's a Greek word ,"megalo" meaning "very large", "great", or "exaggerated" and "mania" meaning obsession thus combining to denote an obsession with, either in the form of irrational perceived need for or preoccupation with in one's own estimation having and/or obtaining, grandiosity and extravagance (especially in the form of great fame and popularity, material wealth, social influence or political power, or more than one or even all of the aforesaid) and accompanying complete desirous and bombastic abandon; a common symptom if not the key diagnostic feature of megalomania.....but then again is there anyone in this world not having some delusions of grandeur :P

2008-07-29T01:13:00.000-07:00

IM Back IN MALAYSIA!!!

my ordeal of spendin' the nite in the Suvarnabhumi Airport in Thailand i was bored there and i did'nt bring any books to read but i did walk around the airport met some ol' white people and struck a conversation with them,eaten a tuna sandwich for breakfast, lunch and dinner and since im pretty shameless i'll tell you what the most embarassing thing i did at that time anyways,the airport was cold and i didnt bring my jacket so the flight was cancelled till tomorrows right?i spend the nite all alone and cold when i got up in the mornin' i wet meself 0__o yea... know how can a grown man wet himself?!

Anyways Kakya's gone to Johor and kakda's gone back to Ireland and im alone with the family,soon i'll be gettin a job dunno what yet,but i'll definitely go back to Cali but not as soon as possible but one things for sure Aya will be going first before me,i'll be stayin in Malysia till next year gettin' some experience first and gettin my Malaysian i.d. done first then the social security second not to mention i'll be spendin' the nite in the Thailand after 3 months *wink* if ya'll understand what im sayin' x3

2008-07-16T14:50:00.000-07:00

STRAngEr'S viSiTiNg..

i was suprise and dumbstruck at the arrival of one of the many of Daddy's best friends,he came by reminisce about the the time he's with daddy,we didnt talk much just him that does the talking i feel like an idiot ,why didnt i just ask what Daddy was like back then.Seeing him tho makes me feel like im nervous in the presence of him,this is the guy that's been with Dad during those years of universities ,he has seen so much and i hear he still scuba diving in the south-east asia,telling me the stories of some hot "passion" between mom and dad,and that was too much information!anyways i have a message to tell mom from K. Roger Uwate "Ive visited your son so dont hit me anymore!" lol that kinda crack me up!Makes me think that have you ever hit him before..... x3

P.S. i regretted the fact that i didnt talk to him much and didnt ask about what dad was like the,i was dumbfounded!!Ya'll would to if a stranger came knocking on your doorstep asking for you and turns out they know your parents!!Its the first time me seeing him,so when i get back home imma "hound" mama for the email address of Roger Uwate so that i can mail him sometime :P i hope to have a conversation with him in the future face to face :3

2008-07-10T05:39:00.000-07:00

Random info...

Hikikomori is a Japanese term to refer to the phenomenon of reclusive individuals who have chosen to withdraw from social life, often seeking extreme degrees of isolation and confinement due to various personal and social factors in their lives. The term hikikomori refers to both the sociological phenomenon in general as well as to individuals belonging to this societal group.

Although there are versions where the hikikomori may venture outdoors, the Japanese Ministry of Health, Labour and Welfare defines hikikomori as individuals who refuse to leave their parents' house, and isolate themselves away from society in their homes for a period exceeding six months. While the severity of the phenomenon varies depending on the individual, some youths remain in isolation for years, or in rare cases, decades.

General causes

Sometimes referred to as a kind of social problem in Japanese discourse, the hikikomori phenomenon has a number of possible contributing factors. Young adults may feel overwhelmed by modern Japanese society, or be unable to fulfill their expected social roles as they have not yet formulated a sense of personal honne and tatemae - one's "true self" and one's "public facade" – both of which are needed to cope with the daily paradoxes of adulthood.

The dominant nexus of the hikikomori issue centers on the transformation from young life to the responsibilities and expectations of adult life — indications are that advanced capitalist societies such as modern Japan fail to provide sufficient meaningful transformation rituals for promoting certain susceptible types of youth into mature roles within society.

As in many societies, Japan exerts a great deal of pressure on adolescents to be successful and perpetuate the existing social status quo. A traditionally strong emphasis on complex social conduct, rigid hierarchies and the resulting, potentially intimidating multitude of social expectations, responsibilities and duties in Japanese society contribute to this pressure on young adults. Historically, Confucian teachings de-emphasizing the individual and favoring a conformist stance to ensure social harmony in a rigidly hierarchized society have shaped much of the Sinosphere, possibly explaining the emergence of the hikikomori phenomenon in other East Asian countries.

In general, the prevalence of hikikomori tendencies in Japan may be encouraged and facilitated by three primary factors:

Middle class affluence in a post-industrial society such as Japan allows parents to support and feed an adult child in the home indefinitely. Lower-income families do not have hikikomori children because a socially withdrawing youth is forced to work outside the home if he cannot finish school; for this reason, isolation in the room stops at an early stage.
The inability of Japanese parents to recognize and act upon the youth's slide into isolation; soft parenting; or even a codependent collusion between mother and son, known as amae in Japanese. When a youth withdraws from life, parents can act or respond in such a way that causes the child to become even more secluded and isolated.
A decade of flat economic indicators and a shaky job market in Japan makes the pre-existing system requiring years of competitive schooling for elite jobs seem like a pointless effort to many. While Japanese fathers of the current generation of youth still enjoy lifetime employment at multinational corporations, incoming employees in Japan enjoy no such guarantees in today's job market (See Freeters and NEET for more on this). Some younger Japanese people begin to suspect that the system put in place for their grandfathers and fathers no longer works, and for some, the lack of a clear life goal makes them susceptible to social withdrawal as a hikikomori.

SYMPTOMS

While many people feel the pressure of the outside world, and may feel uncomfortable in public (or "social anxiety"), a hikikomori reacts by complete social withdrawal to avoid all outside pressure. In some cases, they may lock themselves into their bedroom or another room of their parent's house for prolonged periods of time, sometimes measured in years. They usually have few, or no friends. A hikikomori's days are characterized by long spells of sleeping, while their nighttime hours are often spent watching TV, extensively playing computer games, surfing the Internet, reading, trading the stock, Forex and other derivatives markets (i.e. stock future indices) or other non-social activities. One of the most prominent cases of a hikikomori who lived in his parents home is the Japanese individual who traded the JASDAQ Securities Exchange with 1.6 million yen (apr. US$14,000) as capital, whose alias is B.N.F (J-Com man). Starting in 2000, Takashi Kotegawa (Japanese: 小手川隆) managed to exponentially grow his account 10,000 fold in 7 years up to 17 billion yen (apr. US$152 million). He first gained fame on the Japanese mass media when he managed to profit 2 billion yen (apr. US$20 million) in a window of 10 minutes on 8 December 2005 from a Mizuho Securities order misplacement blunder. Although rare, ironically some of the adult-onset hikikomori people have succeeded in becoming extremely wealthy and in achieving financial freedom, in contrast to their more conformist salaryman counterparts.

Refusal to participate in society and fulfill their expected roles makes hikikomori an extreme subset of a much larger group of the younger Japanese generation that includes parasite singles and freeters. All three groups seem to be rejecting the current social norms society has placed upon them in their own unique ways, with lifestyles considered deviant by society at large.

The withdrawal from society usually starts gradually. Affected individuals may appear unhappy, lose their friends, become insecure, shy, and talk less. Those in their teens may be bullied at school, which, atop the already high pressures of school and family, may be the final trigger for the withdrawal.

Hikikomori often set their own sleep schedule, typically waking in the afternoon and going to bed in the early morning. While they are awake, they may engage in a variety of activities shared with other people of their age, including listening to music, surfing the Internet or actively posting in Internet forums like 2channel, which has become famous for its hikikomori population. While hikikomori favor indoor activities, most of them do venture outdoors on occasion, though they may prefer to do that at night.

On the individual

The lack of social contact and prolonged solitude has a profound effect on the mentality of the hikikomori, who gradually lose their social skills, social references and mores necessary to interact with the outside world. Due to a lack of interpersonal stimulus the hikikomori may developmentally stagnate into routine behaviors as time passes, sleeping all day and staying up all night only to sneak out into the kitchen for food when the family is asleep. In extreme cases, the hikikomori eventually abandons all diversions of books and TV and simply stares into space for hours at a time.

Should a hikikomori decide to give up his or her seclusion, whether on his or her own or through the aid of a care worker, they may face the problem of lacking social skills and years of education that their peers already possess through normal daily interaction with society. Also making reentry into society difficult is the recent social stigma that has come to be attached to the condition due to mass media attention since 1998. As a result, some former hikikomori might be afraid that others will discover their past, adding to their feeling of insecurity around people, especially strangers, in how they should act. Also detrimental is the fact they lack a work history, making anything beyond menial jobs difficult to acquire.

yea i know its pretty long but i just thot i share it with you guys,maybe related to the leading man...

2008-06-30T10:44:00.000-07:00

ALL AloNe'Zz aNd NoB0DieS NoE'ZzZZ....

So here i am all alone Acin's gone back to Malaysia with Ayman, first things first i have to clean up the house x3 and then im gonna stock up on some rations so ill survive the next few weeks LOL!!
Anyways i guess it'll be okay...i prefer to be alone...nice atmosphere...solitude....seclusion...isolation from the rest of the world...fear not people!!For i am not gonna be alone at least the TUUURRRRTLLLEE gonna keep me company ahakz!!!So im gonna get a job here , get my glasses done i think....aaand thats it...man this country is like a clockwork!!!I mean im serious it literally is,come to this country and you'll know what i mean xP

2008-06-28T11:39:00.000-07:00

Well people...there's not much to say....I LOST MY FUCKING GLASSES!!!.....perfect huh...there ain't nothin' you can do about it anyways,i lost my bag too as well as the stuff inside it lets see if i remember correctly.....my glasses as well as the casing for it,my wallet and some unimportant stuff
*green pants*sob*sob* T_T........anyways i haven't got any pics but maybe ill try Paco's scanner to upload my pics....to the thief that stole my bag (^-^)(^) fuck you.....i hope u got week of bloody diarrhea!!!

2008-06-22T14:21:00.000-07:00

90's CArT00n......

FUUUUCCCCKKK!!! Its so friggin' hot!!! Malaysia was never like this,but i guess it's okay it'll only last for a season but its not enough for me to actually get out from this god-forsaken country,anyways didly doodum i was surfing youtube and for some reason i kept feeling nostalgic, i actually miss the 90's the era of cartoons these days they don't make cartoon like that anymore i.e. Gargoyles,Sonic the Hedgehog, and etc....

2008-06-22T14:18:00.000-07:00

Who the hell forgets Sonic?! Tho im not familiar with the game but the cartoon was i mean still kicks ass!!!

2008-06-22T13:51:00.000-07:00

...Captain Planet he's a hero...
gonna take pollution down to zero...

HE'S CAPTAIN FUCKING PLANET BITCH!!! Need i say more, i was actually suprised that Whoopi Goldberg voice acted for the role of Gaia and the upcoming live action movie is gonna kick ass!!! And yea this is the ending theme for the cartoon since they dont have song in the intro..
"By you power's combined,i am Captain Plantet!!" w00t!!!!

2008-06-22T13:39:00.000-07:00

"If there something strange in the neighborhood....who you gonna call???" damn....i remember watching this with the sister's it totally rock!!! Loved the movie btw and still loving Egon Spengler that dorky bastard!! x3 rawr!!!

2008-06-22T13:28:00.000-07:00

Now this cartoon was part of my most favorites cartoon archive i cant believe i actually that Nefer Tina was the first that i've fallen in love with turns out it wasn't just the character but also the voice x3 and when Atlantis: The Lost Empire premiered in 2001 it was the same voice actress that made me feel that i've found something precious that i lost a long time ago.......im being melodramatic eh??? run's in the family i guess :3

2008-06-22T12:44:00.000-07:00

YES!!!! I remember watching this series when i was a small runt, always tryin' to imitate Goliath's voice, Keith David did an amaaaaazing job with the voice, why do black people always make the best voice actors?! not that its a racist kind of thing its just...they make the cooolest voice
when they talk...With Keith David commanding voice its no wonder Goliath's my favorite gargoyle..
but i still can't accept the fact that Disney made this xP

...frozen in stone by a magic spell....for a thousand years....now here in Manhattan....the spell is broken!!!AND WE LIVE AGAIN!!!....

2008-06-13T18:56:00.000-07:00

Fo0Oood.....EaT,eAt,Eat,EaT,Eat....(heheh...i bet Daniel noes what im sayin!!)

There thats it...i noe that there are some food that i forgot to take pics of but its fine this'll doo right peeps?The other pics like the fishing activity will be for another time....and i got a message to all you pricks who didnt think i can be dependable!!*using a black accent*"CAREFUL TO ALL O' YOU MOFOS WHO THINK IM WACK MY MAMA DIDNT RAISE NO FOOL NEGRO,ILL PROVE TO YOU PEOPLE THAT I CAN BE THE GREATEST!!!"

2008-06-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

yes i noe it looks like roast chicken but its actually not i dunno what it is..i just sorta add some ingredients...sugar,spice, and everything nice...then pooof it becomes like this....

2008-06-13T18:47:00.000-07:00

aaaahhh....the roast chicken...its my most favorite dish coz its soooo simpole to dooo!!!
cover the chicken with lots-n-lots of butta'(the american way of saying butter) add some salt and pepper,put it in the oven with 450 celcius let it cook for half and hour and good to go!!

2008-06-13T18:40:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha!!!!ayam masak kicap i think this is the first dish that i actually followed the recipes!!!we cant find any habhal's cap udang in the asian market in the states we only found indonesian kicap which is so uncool(sorry kaktini!!!)

2008-06-13T18:20:00.000-07:00

Just got a call from Okaa-san(nippon for mother)saying that the family has been looking at my blog...sigh...im like soooo happy right now i dunno what to say :3....and i noe havent been posting any pictures so heres the first wave of it..my...foooooood!meaning the food that cooked.

yes the pic i noe...hey its my first time posting picture!!! ill get better!!!

this one's actually spagetti with mushroom sauce with parmesan cheese on top x3 yum!!

2008-06-10T18:24:00.000-07:00

DIVINE RETRIBUTION....

While i was surfin youtube looking for some cool vid i stumble across this Tenchu 4 game trailer, i was watchin' it while eatin' the other half of my 1 pound burger(long story xP)....anyways a great game i might add first came out on the PSX,from Tenchu:Stealth Assassins to Tenchu:Birth of Stealth Assassins. The first of the Tenchu series follows the main storyline while the second Tenchu game is a prequel to the first..the story of how it came to be,when the third(Tenchu:Wrath of Heaven) came for the PS2 i squeal at the news i was like "Tenchu?!!what the fuck?!!Hyaaaaaaaaaa!!!!"....yes i know why the cute girlish japanese scream??......im trying to add some excitement here ppl!!! And then the Tenchu:Fatal Shadows came i was disappointed at the weak storyline still the gameplay is definitely better, the game is set between the the first Tenchu 1 and Tenchu 3 Wrath of heaven during the disappearance of the male protagonist Rikimaru, the female protagonist...ahem..ahem Ayame..to cut thing's short she is trying to find Rikimaru actually...finally the upcoming Tenchu 4
exclusively for the Wii(nintendo)..........WTF MAN??!!!!exclusively for the Wii?!!why the hell could'nt they make it for the PS2 also?!Tch....im pissed......

Here's the trailer for upcoming Tenchu 4....exclusively......for Wii.........

oh yea bout' the title for this post,its actually a translation of Tenchu meaning
Tenchu=Heaven's Punishment...interesting ehh....i like to call it Divine Retribution....hmmm
on second thot ill edit the title...change it to........

and....leave a comment please...at first you ppl kept bugging me to update my blog and now that i have i dont see a single comment besides shitty one's...comment......before...I FUKKEN KILL YOU PEOPLE!!!!DIVINE RETRIBUTION!!!!!!!!!!111111111!!!!!!!!1

2008-06-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

MeN'S AcTiVIty......

Its 12.30 a.m yesterday me and the whole lot slept at Paco's house....well i didnt exactly slept at all
just Kakya,Acin and Ayman slept...me i just wanderin' round the house like a ghost,yup i couldnt get myself to sleep though i tried to force myself to sleep but to no avail by the time i realised it it was 7 a.m already thats when things started to get reaaaaaaallly busy,men moving around the house preparing the bait, hooks, worms, coleman box, gatorade and lastly chips....yup you've guess it....ahem...ahem..."WE MEN ARE GOING FISHING!!!!". Arriving at the pier at Redondo Beach at 9.30 a.m it was daaaaaaamn cold!!! Seeing teens and young adults at the pier..couples and whatnot, at the parking lot we had some minor problems with the parking meter....NO COINS!!! but we've manage through as we were walking to the pier i manage to catch a glimpse of some hot bikini clad women at the beach..some volleyball tournament was held there and GODDAAAAAMNN!!! That was some nice bouncing boobs there!!! Yea i know...i sure am a shameless boy!! At the pier Acin goes fishing and killed!!111!!! I mean im serious!!! A mackerel and a bass!!!! But i kinda feel bad for Paco though he had to release his Hallibut(did i spelled that right???)cuz its too small some white boy did it...didnt even had a chance to take a pic with the fish thats why he's pissed off!!!!Huhuhuhu......after we finished with the fishing we went to buy some snacks...after that we went to Manhattan beach....yes...thats where the action starts,us men watched some tanned hottie playin' volleyball....all of us guys eyes were on the girls ass and boobs!!!We were waitin' for kakya,Ayman and Nicky to arrive at the time so we didnt have much choice but to watch the boobies for entertainment.....when they've arrived we kind of chilled at the sands,all laid back and eating while ayman took a dip in the cold ocean(thats boys definitly crazy!!)me i just walked around the beach girl watching....at the same time i was paranoid though!!There were some queer couples behind us and me wearing my Jefferson undies....after that i went with Acin and the guys to the grove's vintage autoshow saw some nice cars there makes me kinda wished i was born in those ol' days...went to Paco's house for a break....man was i exhausted with the event i didnt know how long i took a nap by the time i realised it was already 7.50 p.m we went home after that and thats where this blog comes in.....

2008-06-05T03:24:00.000-07:00

RaNd0m RamBLinGs...

Its 3.30 a.m and i haven't even slept yet..nothin' much just playin' games and surfing the internet
oh yea i'll upload some of my food pic, i've been planning on doing that for a long time but guess i forgot and the drawings i forgot bout those oh yea i was at fakku's wheni stumble across this cool hentai doujin of fate/stay night its sooooooo romantic that i couldnt bring myself to FAP at all here's the link to the page

[FAKKU] (RUBBISH+Selecting+Squad) Fate+Stay+Night - RE06 (English)

if some of you don't mind the porno then take the time to read the story when its comes to hentai its all about the storyline but Ada might disapprove of this but "I DUN GIV A FUCK!" credit for the translation goes to FAKKU staff and it ain't my doujin, the artwork i have to say for Saber is kind of loli~ish(lolicon) but damn!! You can feel the horny~ness coming from the artwork, it's definitely a masterpiece..

2008-05-31T02:44:00.000-07:00

SalSa MusIC!!

Sorry ppl!!!due to the influence of the hispanic comunity im livin' in i started to like Spanish song's
but as people say nothing beats the classic!!!!

Here's Santana gettin' it on with Wyclef!!!!OOOoooooOOo00hhhh mariaaaaaa.........

2008-05-31T01:17:00.000-07:00

NostaLgiC/SiS.....

Man 17 years....had a conversation with Ada and started to pissed her off x3 man i miss the ol' days when i was still a friggin' runt..i enjoyed pissin my sister's off oh and the last post really pissed them off x3~rawr man since came here ive developed a tendency to be very sarcastic and a smartass...wha..u dont believe me?! ask my sister Ada who i so enjoy being an asshole to...hehehe....ahh and not to mention kakya adaaaaa saja nak kena manja...."afiiiiiqq can u make make maggi for me???" damnit woman stop tryin to be cute!!!>0.....okay enuff with the light insults since right now my main target is Ada....ahem...this afternoon we had a simple conversation of how i was a definite sicko for liking pr0nzzzzzz i mean she was like "OMG!! Afiq you like pr0nzz?!!" hey i am a man and still at my prime!! Hear me raaaaawwwwrrr!!! After that we had a normal brother sister chat all those boring stuff then how she's tryin to cope with her deppression....."Hey Afiq,would mom feel better if i was with *********?"(dunno why i did that0_o)then"aaahh she'll get over it...since she's been through with these type of situation since you girls started showin them your boyfriends" lol!!yea i know!!!why did i have to be such a sarcastic bastard!!Hey sis cheer up!!! Im sure your bound to find your other half,fall on the seventh time got up on eighth(did i spelled that right???)remember kawin cepat-cepat!!! Or else your just gonna be an unhappy ol' lady!!!

oh and u find any irish cuties hook me up x3

2008-05-28T20:24:00.000-07:00

HENtai....

I noticed that Zelureus wanted to see my Hentai artwork sorry the contents maybe too extreme for adult viewers but rest assured im currently working on an artwork that'll suit to your taste...maybe a little bit sensual and erotic but im sure it'll be to your liking,the characters are from "Symphony Of Ages" trilogy,and when you people see it im sure your gonna say"DAAAMMNN!!"x3~lawl...

2008-05-28T20:04:00.000-07:00

THE GIANTESS.....

8.06 p.m nothin' to do but to update muh' blog,Kakya came from Malaysia 3 or 4 days ago.....GODDAAAAMMN!!111!!Was she ever pissed at us guys for not taking care of the place...it wasn't all that bad..the place that is just some clutter here and there why'd she had to get angry over such trivial matters,i was suprised at Acin's for cowering in fear before her..inside my head
i just thought "......bitch be trippin......" sorry Aya x3~rawr then during her ranting's i just kinda dived(just my expression of 'berangan')into my head...in my world i pretended her to be the giantess in a situation where me and Acin failed to pleased her she unleashed her wrath on us,bellowed and all ..."SQUEAL...COWER....TREMBLE...FEAR MEEEEEEE!!!!!" then it just went 'pop' "Afiq are you listening?!,why is the place a mess???".................

2008-05-20T19:02:00.000-07:00

Cool Vid!!

Probably the greatest game ever and to think they made it into a movie!!! I found this video when i was surfing youtube using Acin's account x3~rawr very useful when wanting to watch adult video ~fufufu... anyway's this video here is Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children with the remix song Blackwing Metamorphosis enjoy!!!

2008-05-20T18:18:00.000-07:00

SCREEEEWWW YOU PPL!!!!111!!>:[

Yup!! noticed the title,i've been receiving some shitty comments bout' not updating my blog,
nothin' interesting anyways,two weeks at home and we haven't even cooked anything just sittin' around the house.In front of the pc, telly, readin' books, takin' the time to "relax" in the toilet...
other time i'd wait outside and smell the night air havin' a cig or two with Acin,started drawing some stuff(possibly hentai of course x3) of the characters in the "symphony of ages trilogy" you could say that this is a fancomic;p right now im seriously considering to go back home there's at least someone who can tell me what to do or how should i do it...man im pathetic!!!

To the two bitches(my two sisters) if your gonna' stoop so low as to insult someone for not updating their blog seriously go fuck yourself -__- i mean after you read this post other than that i'll try to update daily if not as soon as i can find anything interesting in my daily life X3 rawr!!

2008-04-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

THE SisTa

Now ppl these are the kind of experiences i hate,kakya(thx alot)has these document that need to be sent right away(important i would have to say)went to the post office lined up got to the counter asked her "scuse me how are doin'?" asked her what should i do with these mail
seeing her mood has turned as black as her face(yea..yea..racist right?)"LOOK I SAID U GOTTA GO SIGN THIS!"(yes,yes i was blurr at the moment) see'in her angry face i left the post office quickly went back to the apartment told her to go there herself
"KAKYA ! I cant do this im too scared of that black woman!!" and "Look you gotta go!"
as well as "In these kinda situation a girl between girl is a must like to sista to sista you know?!"
as for the rest i'll leave that to your imagination

2008-04-12T01:28:00.000-07:00

Its 1.40 a.m and i haven't sleep yet..after a massive diarrhoea in the "can"(left u a present kakya)
its already been 2-3 days since we've been sleepin' here..love my room by the way xD
aside from dat we here have been freezin' our asses of cuz we dunno how to open the heater!!
Ayman is okay at skool mede alot of new frendz getting along with the teacher...
Had dinner around 10 p.m with abang Paco and Kak Nicky,watchin' Miss usa on telly
and Ayman gettin' all "excited" just by watchin' the contestant, u notty boy u(they grow up so fast)
tomorrow at 9 will be goin to santa monica for kakya's job related test,ill be taking care of the kids
with abang Paco..gettin with the program ill tell u bout the experiences i had these past few days..

SHoppInGg Wo0tt!!!!!!!!

2008-03-23T00:34:00.000-07:00

At last!!!! I've been bottling up my urges,watching people buying stuff it's pure torture!!!

Sorry mom couldn't hold itXP
Anywaize at the "outlet" on 22 march i've been shoppin' up a storm!!!
Bout me self a pair of Timberland's ~W0ots~
Seen My sister face during the process of shopping "Sengih" kambing!!(Me own word)
Of course there was some occasional cries from Ayman and Ammar besaides that they were fine
I bought a pair of timberland shoes,2 long sleeve tees,1 jacket,5 tees
all cost 130 bucks...i think..
so thats it....short huh? i know!!ill make it a little longer in the future so you'll just have to read this for now:D

Telur Telur Tu

2008-03-16T23:55:00.001-07:00

Testing My Blog

2008-02-23T12:38:00.000-08:00

I'm in LA. This is my first attempt at blogging.